said you try too hard.â
Teeth gritted, I snap at him, âSo? Iâm not supposed to try?â
How, then, am I supposed to make friends?
The boy shrugs. âYou donât have to be mean.â
âSorry,â I mumble.
He holds out a grubby hand, palm up. âIâm Brandon.â
âHi, Brandon.â I reach out to shake his hand.
âSlap it. Like this.â
I give him an awkward high five that mainly catches his thumb.
âWant to play with me?â he asks. âI got wrestlers.â
I donât want to play with a little kid. Chadâs the one I want as a friend, even if he said I
try too hard.
âIâm busy. Reading.â I hold the book in front of Brandonâs face.
âPretty please. Sugar on top.â He pushes my book downward with pencil-eraser-size fingers and flashes his gummy smile. Freckles dot his little nose.
âOkay, okay. For a few minutes.â
He dashes across the street and into his house. When he doesnât come out right away, I flip to chapter three, hoping that maybe he forgot or found something better to do. I get through a page and a half before he reappears holding a shoebox.
I groan. âLet me finish this page, okay?â
âHurry up. You promised.â
Inside the box are four-inch-tall plastic men, some naked to the waist, others with sleeveless shirts, all with oversize muscles. I set my book facedown on the platform, leaving animals behind for a little boy. Brandon leads me to the opposite corner of the park, where thereâs a childrenâs playground with swings, a seesaw, and a pile of dirt in the place of what used to be a sandbox. We sit on the ground next to the dirt pile.
He hands me a wrestler. âThe Miz,â he says. He calls out other names as he pulls out figures. âTatanka. Matt Hardy. The Rock. The Boogeyman.â
I pick out an Asian-looking guy with lots of hair who wears a karate costume. âWhoâs this one?â
âFunaki. Tag team champion.â
âIâm into X-Men. You heard of them?â I say.
âNope.â
âI got a bunch of comic books and stuff.â
With the foot of one of his wrestlers, Brandon makes a lopsided circle in the dirt. I think of bringing over my figures. But Iâm not supposed to mix X-Men with anything else because X-Men only go with each otherânot with wrestlers or Power Rangers or Transformers. And I donât want to get them scratched or dirty.
âYou can have a girl, âcause youâre a girl.â He hands me a dark-skinned woman with black hair and a gray bodysuit. âThatâs Kristal. Sheâs on the side of The Miz.â
I turn her over. She doesnât look anything like Rogue. But I can pretend.
Brandon smacks two bare-chested figures together, grinds them into the dirt, slams one down onto the other one, all the while talking to himself. He uses some pretty nasty words too, words I donât expect a five- or six-year-old to know. Sitting next to him, I smell fertilizerâmanure mixed with chemicalsâand for a moment remember how Mami used to grow beans and tomatoes in our backyard, like her family did for generations in their small plot in El Salvador. My eyes are drawn to Brandonâs ruler-straight hair, crookedly parted, roots crusted with grime. I wonder when he last took a bath.
âLetâs make a ring,â I say.
âOkay.â
âWant to come with me to get a shovel?â
âIâm not âlowed in anyoneâs house. Iâm sâposed to stay here.â He bites his lower lip.
âThen donât go anywhere. Itâll only take a couple of minutes.â
I take the shortcut through the fence, unlock the back door, and grab a trowel hanging from a peg on the basement wall. When I return, Brandon hasnât moved. Heâs a lot better at sitting still than his brother. I dig a dungeon-like ring with smooth walls and a flat floor.