animalsâin fact, the Mackenziesâ cats and I pretty much avoided each otherâbut itâs cool to read a book by someone who Mrs. Mac says is just like me. And she is.
Even though I started talking at a much earlier age than Temple Grandin did, she also got into fights at school and cried when people were mean to her. When she was going into ninth grade, her parents sent her to a special boarding school for emotionally disturbed children where she learned to talk to animals, like horses that had been mistreated. When I read that part, my stomach tightens up, and I canât eat anymore. I donât want to have to go to a special school. And I want friends who are people. Not horses. Anyway, Dad canât afford a horse.
I keep going because I know that if Temple Grandin wrote a book, she must have turned out all right. Dad doesnât tell me not to read at the dinner table. Mami would have, but sheâs not here. She hasnât even phoned us, even though Tuesday evening at six thirty is when she usually calls. After the plates are clearedâIâm too busy reading to see who does itâDad says heâs driving Mrs. Mac back to her new place with some of her boxes. âGo ahead and finish your homework,â he says. âMs. Latimer comes early on Wednesdays.â
I fold a napkin in half to mark my place in the book. âCan you leave your phone?â I ask. âIn case Mami calls.â
He shakes his head. âShe already called. When you were out.â
âShe called early?â
Unfair.
âShe has a rehearsal tonight. Theyâre extending the tour.â
âWhich means sheâs not coming home next month?â My heart kicks against my rib cage. I squeeze the book, ready to throw it across the room. But what would Mrs. Mac say if I had a meltdown and destroyed the present she gave me?
âNo, she isnât. Sheâs touring all next month and then working at the studio through the summer.â Dad rubs his eyes, then flattens his hair with his palms of his hands. âI donât like it any more than you do. But with your brothers in college and you going one day, we need the money.â Glancing around the kitchen, I see that Mrs. Mac has left. Dad and I are by ourselves, and if he didnât have to take Mrs. Mac home, heâd go back into his pantry and play his songs the way he did when I got home this evening. The way he does every time Mami calls. Doesnât she realize how much we need
her
?
And I missed her call. Because I met Chad in the park, and we saw Mrs. Mac ram the back of his parentsâ van. He might be my friend now, but I have to do the right things so he wonât go away like Melanie Prince-Parker and all the other New Kids.
I donât have Mami to tell me what the right things are.
But I do have Mr. Internet. And when I go upstairs to ask him how kids with Aspergerâs syndrome can find friends, he has 255,000 answers for me.
CHAPTER 5
TEN MINUTES BEFORE ELEVEN, MS. LATIMER LEAVES. AND because itâs another warm, sunny day, I go to the concrete platform in the park to read. Mrs. Macâs car is goneâlast night I listened to the tow truck haul it away. The Elliottsâ van, with its bashed-up back end, is still in the driveway.
The kindergarten bus pulls up between the park and the Elliottsâ house just as Iâm finishing the second chapter of
Animals in Translation.
Its brakes screech, driving a pair of robins from the bare branch overhead. A skinny boy with blond hair and a blue backpack jumps to the pavement. I recognize Chadâs little brother from when they moved in three days ago.
âHi, weird girl,â he says when I wave. His grin reveals missing teeth on top.
I slam the book facedown on the platform. It has a torn cover, so itâs already ruined. But now two pages are bent as well. âIs that what Chad calls me?â
The little boy skips up to me. âYeah. He