room, grab a notebook and
begin listing out all of my qualities. I
need to have some ammo for when he gets back from springing Mickey.
Writing down what assets I bring to the
club began feeling like a chore after fifteen minutes of sitting there with a
blank page. I could hear Rodney’s voice
in my head telling me to assert myself to gain my father’s respect.
I begin writing. I can bail members out of jail. I can type fast. Being a former bill collector at a bank means
that I can help with the finances should the treasurer be absent for any
reason. I can also collect money from
past due members. I can do
fundraising. I can search county
records, investigate people and I can run anywhere the club needs me to. Hell, that’s more than a lot of the full
patch members already do.
I fire myself up for the
confrontation. I need to be strong and
resilient. My dad is a tough nut to
crack, but crack he will.
Two hours pass and dad walks in the door,
buzzed from sharing a beer with his old Irish friend. I hear him padding down to his office and I
gather that there’s no time like the present.
Walking into his office felt foreign to me
for some reason. I could pay no
attention to feelings on the matter or him trying to rile me up. This is a serious meeting. With notebook in hand, I poke my head in his
office to see him smiling. Perfect.
I say, “Got a minute?”
“Yeah, come on in,” he spouts off.
I take a seat with my notebook in
hand. I’m nervous and I bite my
lip. He is preoccupied with something
and tells me, “Alright, make it quick.”
“You said to come back when I’ve got some
kind of idea what I can bring to the club,” I say apprehensively.
“Yeah and you feel that you’ve found the
answer in the span of five hours?” he teases sarcastically.
“I made a list,” I say in response.
He extends his giant hand to take the
notebook from me and he makes a dot next to each of the things I’ve listed on
the paper.
“Collections, investigations, fundraising,
and running your sister to her mother’s?”
“It’s more than what a lot of the other
members are doing,” I tell him confidently.
“But favoritism,” he mutters. I stop him dead in his tracks.
“Don’t hand me that favoritism bullshit,
dad. I’ve earned the right to be at
least considered a prospect. You’ve let
less qualified people in. Take
Alexandra, for instance. She’s basically
in the club because she’s sleeping with Max.”
“You know that’s not true,” he tells me.
“Actually, I don’t,” I say candidly. “I took a look at an application that she
used to get her old bartending job at the Corkscrew when I worked there. Prior to this, she worked at a gas station. Before that, she was a stripper. Do I need to go on?”
“You’re missing the point,” he decides.
“I am? Alright, then let me make a point,” I demand.
“Oh yeah, smartass, what point is that?”
he asks with a smarmy attitude.
“I guarantee that the Deathdealers would be happy to have me if the Dragons won’t. In fact, any other club in the county would. It’s not a threat, I’m just stating
facts. I don’t want to join them, but
someone will find me qualified to help. I’m not going to let up until you accept me, dad.”
“Don’t ever say the Deathdealers ’
name in this house ever fucking again,” he says. “But you do make good points. Listen, I’m going to make you a prospect, and
before you jump for joy, you should know what that involves. First, I’m going to treat you like everyone
else.”
“I wouldn’t expect anything different,” I
say with a low voice trying not to interrupt him.
“Secondly, I’m not happy with this at
all. I wish you were like other girls
your age. They’re busy in the suburbs
draining their parents’ bank accounts for college money.”
“I think that ship has