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her. She was my mother, she was supposed to be the one who supported me in my relationship, who fawned over the man that I chose to date. She wasn’t supposed to tell me about the rumors among the parents from back in the sixth grade and she certainly wasn’t supposed to tell me to come home and leave the man that I loved. That just wasn’t what mothers did.
    I was already asleep when Christian came back from the concert that night, my body completely exhausted both physically from the flu and mentally from the conversation with my mother. A part of me still couldn’t believe it had actually happened. When I woke up the next day, it almost felt like it had been a dream, like a hadn’t happened at all. But when I checked my call history on my phone, I realized I was in that lucky. This had happened, it had all happened, and I was going to have to deal with it.
    I did my best to act normally around Christian, but I had to admit I felt strange keeping this kind of information from him. I knew it must be a lie, I knew there is no way it was true, and that telling him was only going to hurt our relationship but I still felt guilty about keeping things from him.
    For himself, Christian seemed completely normal. Which was nice, it was good to have something normal in the midst of the craziness that was our new life on tour. The gossip magazines, which if anything were even more brutal than the ones back home, had caught on to the fact that Christian and I were dating and I now found my picture on the cover of magazines multiple times whenever I went into stores. I always avoided that section, and I never read the articles, at least not after the first time I read one in which I was described as a nobody from America with terrible fashion sense, and to face not nearly attractive enough for someone as gloriously sexy as Christian Anderson.
    I got to know the other members of the band pretty quickly as well. After all, we were spending a good chunk of time together. None of them had girlfriends, although Andy had mastered the art of the one night stand and the groupies, bringing constant streams of different local girls to his room and then discarding them later. None of them seemed upset by this arrangement, and it took me about two days to realize that it was pointless to introduce myself to them as I’ve never be seeing them again.
    Of all the members of the band, Jared was actually the friendliest to me. He seemed to constantly be trying to strike up a conversation, and when we went out for meals at a restaurant I found that I actually had to make an effort to sit next to Christian or Jared would try and take his seat next to me.
    At first I thought it was cute, and it was actually pretty happy to have another friend here in England. As the weeks went on however and we found ourselves and closer and closer quarters, I began to find it a little bit creepy. After all, Jared knew that I was with Christian. He seemed to be trying to flirt with me constantly, and I couldn’t really tell if he was serious or not. I didn’t worry too much about it though, since after all we were never alone together and I knew nothing was going to happen between us anyways.
    Then one day, everything came to a head. I was having breakfast in the reception room of the hotel were staying in, enjoying some yogurt and toast while reading one of the local papers. I was by myself, and because of that didn’t really have to worry about reporters. It was true that my picture was constantly on the cover of magazines now, but it was always with Christian. When I was by myself, the reporters simply weren’t interested in me and I enjoyed this little bit of solitude that I had.
    I was just getting ready to finish up, reading the comics, when the door opened on the other side of the room. Jared poked his head in and I had to admit a part of me felt my heart sinking at the sight of him.
    “Hey, Violet, what’s up?”
    “Not much” I answered