stuffed with cash and cards.
He turned and walked back towards the car, in the face of the traffic spitting up fountains in his face.
The car had gone â there was just a wiper on the hard shoulder to mark where once it had been.
So this was how it was going to have to be. He was going to have to return, as he had left, with nothing and in ruin.
He put one foot in front of the other and set off in the wake of the carsâ slipstream.
Itâs a long walk from the motorway to the outskirts of our town â an hour, maybe two, Iâm not sure, itâs not a walk Iâd care to take myself â but eventually in the distance, on that profound horizon, Davey saw the golf club, the outskirts, with its big stone sleeping lions and its 20-foot forbidding hedges, and there was probably a good half-inch of water in his shoes by this time, and his clothes were like wet canvas as he stood and rested his hand on the head of one of the lions and gazed at the entire grey town down below him.
A lot can change in a small town in twenty years. In twenty years men and women can do a lot of damage. There is no mildness in the hearts of small-town councillors and planners, and you should never underestimate what small-town people are capable of. You can double it and double it again, and keep on going with your calculations until you think youâve achieved the unimaginable, and still youâd never come close. Any estimate will never match up to the extraordinary outstretched reality.
The people of my home town have outdone themselves. We have exceeded all expectations. We have gone further than was absolutely necessary. We have confounded probability and ignored all the maths. We have been reckless and we have been greedy, we have eaten ourselves alive, sucked the very marrow from our bones, and spat out the remaining pieces.
Davey was amazed. He was heading straight for the centre of town, past all the old landmarks â Treavyâs second-hand cars, Pickeringâs the monumental masons, McKenzieâs broom factory and the old planing mill, where they used to stack the sashes and doors outside under a huge tarpaulin canopy, and J. W. Johnâs, the big coal depot, where the coal would sometimes fall over the wall, and weâd go to collect it and bring it home, or dig pits in the woods and gather kindling and try to make fires.
Theyâre all gone, of course â Treavyâs, Pickeringâs, McKenzieâs, Johnâs. There is nothing of them remaining at all. Itâs been quite a clearance. Even the long steep road Davey was coming in on, shin-deep in mud and puddles, what used to be Moira Avenue, a mazy S-shaped road flanked with trees and the cast-iron railings protecting the townâs little light industry, is now a straight flat dual carriageway with housing developments tucked up tight behind vast sheets of panel fencing on either side, a good quarter of a mile of soft verges and For Sale signs.
At the very end of the road, a road Davey no longer recognised but which he now alas knew, every foot-aching inch of it, at a big new junction with four sets of lights where the water had formed in deeper puddles, was the Kincaid furniture factory. Or rather,
was
the Kincaid furniture factory. Thereâs nothing there at all now. Just mud, and sprouting weeds, and a sign, âCOMING SOON: EXCITING NEW DEVELOPMENT OF TWO AND THREE BED HIGH-SPEC TURNKEY FINISH TOWN HOUSESâ, with a high-spec view, it should be noted, of the health centre car park, Maceyâs the chemists, and Tommy Tuckerâs chipper, which have all survived the clearances.
Molested by the remorseless rain, Davey Quinn waited for the little green man to tip him the wink, then he crossed over into the centre proper.
The old fire station is still there, but it has been converted into apartments â âLUXURY, FULLY FITTED APARTMENTSâ, apparently, and two of them still for sale. The big tower whereyou