know this because sheâs told me a hundred times since she discovered I was taking it. Audrey took it last spring, and I think sheâd have signed up for it again if she could.
âYouâre crazy.â But her smile is contagious, and this plan makes me feel better too. No one warned me the whole making-friends business would be so stressful. My friends back home are more like family. We grew up together and are very similar. Audrey, on the other hand, is so different Iâm constantly amazed we get along at all.
She starts to say something else, but our professor, Dr. Fernald, enters the room, and conversations die down.
As I expected, the topics weâre covering today are more basics that I learned years ago. My classmates, it seems, have forgotten a lot since high school. This kind of sloppiness would never have been tolerated back home, but back home we never got summers off either. There was no time to forget things.
Since it takes me only minutes to do the work, I let my hair fall over my face to hide the fact Iâm assessing the class. Sparked by the girl with the bruise, I search everyoneâs exposed skin for more bruises, cuts, scrapes, or anything that suggests unhealed injuries. Itâs definitely not an efficient use of time, but what else is there to do during these fifteen minutes?
As my gaze roams over Kyle and Chase, Kyle lifts his head, glances at me then returns to his paper. My cheeks warm, and I temporarily avert my gaze, hoping he couldnât tell Iâd been staring at him. Itâs stupid. I was only checking him for injuries, yet I feel like Iâve been caught doing something bad. What if he thinks I was looking at him because⦠What? Heâs hot?
That would truly be bad, but I still shouldnât care what he thinks. Heâs nothing to me unless he turns out to be X. For that matter, neither is Audrey or anyone else here. Too bad it hasnât stopped me from caring what they think or wanting them to like me. Or me liking them.
Stupid, stupid emotions.
Shifting position, I hope to appear less obvious when I return to my examination of Chase. He doesnât have any visible injuries either. Most people donât.
So much for that. I need another opportunity to use a real plan. Something that wonât involve booby traps that can fail, or barring that, me âaccidentallyâ tripping people on the way to dinner. Something that will get me out of here before I become friendly enough with anyone to miss them when I leave.
When I turn back to my e-sheet, Kyle is looking at me again. And again, he drops his gaze back to his desk quickly. Iâm relieved when Fernald calls for our attention because it spares me from thinking about this.
Iâm not spared for long, though. After class, Audrey and I end up walking to lunch with Chase and Kyle.
âWhy are you taking physics anyway, Aud?â Chase asks. âArenât you an English major?â
Audrey glares at him, but her cheeks turn pink. âDonât give me crap. I need one more science elective to finish them off. Besides, I like science. I used to be good at it in high school.â She sighs. âItâs the calculus part thatâs going to do me in. But Sophia is a math genius, and sheâs going to help me.â
I laugh because genius, I am not.
Chase groans. âNo, geniuses arenât good either. They ruin the curve and make the rest of us look dumb.â
âThatâs only âcause you are.â Kyle pushes him into the doorway with his shoulder as we step outside. âSo does this mean Iâm going to have competition for keeping the highest average in Fernaldâs class?â He raises an eyebrow as he looks at me.
I return the expression. âYou donât want to compete with me. Iâm very competitive.â
âA challenge then. Itâs on, Hernandez.â He kicks a stone down the stairs. âMeet you guys at lunch.