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Chapter 3
Reeve
I follow Rafe and Ryder out to the stage at Max Point, don’t get me wrong I love performing here but fuck I wish we were somewhere bigger. The girls scream when they see my brothers walk onto the stage and I smile to myself God I love this feeling. We weren't supposed to be performing tonight but the band that Max booked phoned to say that there lead singer fell ill with food poisoning so here we are again. I stand at the mic and wink to a very hot blond standing in front of me. Tits galore
“Evening, all you beautiful people. How you all doing tonight? I’m fucking peachy how about you babe?” I say to the sexy blond in front of me, she smirks at me and I quickly look around for Skeet. I spot him at the bar with the girls and thank fuck I do, I need to try and fuck Lipsy out of my head. It’s obvious that she doesn’t want anything to do with me because she has been hurt before and I know that it’s just a matter of time that I hurt her and my chest aches at just the thought, but I push the feeling down. I don’t see Lipsy at the bar with everyone else I scan the place but don’t see her, perhaps she decided not to come tonight which is a weight of my shoulders.
Ryder starts a beat with his drums and it pulls me back to the crowd, we are doing a few cover tonight since it’s not a normal gig for us. We start with an amazing classic and a huge favorite of ours Primal Scream’s ‘Rocks’ this band is the shit. Ryder’s beat and Rafe’s bass travels through my body, joining us in the beats. This is what our dad wanted. I interact with the crowd which is mostly women but hey we are Inside Noise and we attract the best fans. We move from song to song and I lose myself in the music and the crowd, so much that I don’t even notice that Lipsy has arrived until I see her dancing with some guy who is to fucking close for my liking. I turn and nod at the brothers indicating I want a break. I need a drink and maybe a very hot blond to help me out.
“We are taking a little break and will be back soon. I think my brothers have been away from their women long enough for now, they need their love fix”
“I have your fix right here, Reeve” The hot blond says, I smile and wink at her and jump off the stage, I don’t let her speak as I wrap my arm around her shoulders and drag her to the bar where Leah and that dick is now sitting. She is standing between his legs and he has one arm around her waist. Fuck I want to punch his face in but I remember what I told Leah so I can’t really do shit about it. I haven’t claimed her as mine. I stand as close to Leah and the dick as I can and start to kiss the blond in front of everyone.
I know I am being a dick but I can’t stop myself, I need to get her out of my head, she is opening up too many feelings that I am not sure I want feel, I know I will hurt her, damn it. So why the fuck does it feel like shit to see her being touched by another dude? Not only that but while I am sucking face with a random girl. This is fucked up. Sliding my tongue into the blond’s mouth I keep my eyes on Lipsy, I am moving my mouth like I am in autopilot, I’m not even getting turned on by her. As if Lipsy can sense me, she turns her body to face Juicy, but I can tell she is doing that as a way to see what I am doing.
Our eyes lock and I see her body stiffen. I put more of an effort into the kiss and I run my hand down and cup the blond’s ass just for added effect. Leah follows my movements then looks back at my face, her eyes are screaming that she is hurting by my actions and that causes my chest to tighten. But this is what we both wanted; we both said it’s for the best. So why the fuck do I feel like shit for causing the pain in her eyes? I break the kiss but nuzzle the girl’s neck, still keeping my eyes on Lipsy. Something sparks in her eyes and she turns to the guy she was just talking to, she whispers in his ear and a huge as smile