tell that Jesus was born. Some other things happened, but I wasnât sure what, reallyâit talked about taxes and swaddling and glory and stuff.
After I read to the big number three in the Luke part, I decided to set the book down and see if I felt a testimony coming.
I waited for a long time.
Just sat there and looked around.
After that long time, I still felt the same. It was weird, actually. I wanted to feel differentâI really didâand I couldnât. Ugh.
âHey, howâs it going?â
âMom?â I was so surprised to hear my momâs voice behind me, I spun around and fell off the bed. Head and shoulders first.
Oomph.
âChelsea, are you okay?â
âYeah,â I mumbled. I wasnât, but I definitely didnât want Mom to get stressed out.
âAre you sure?â Mom lifted the lightweight blanket that had fallen with me. âThat looked like it hurt.â
âDid it?â I rolled around and tried to find the best way to get up.
âWell, it looked pretty funny, too.â
I froze and glanced up at my mom.
Oh. She wasnât smiling. I had hoped that she was.
With a sigh, I heaved myself to my feet and brushed my hands on my skirt. My shoes were still in the same place where Iâd left them on the floor by the bed. It was probably a good thing I didnât have them on. Iâm sure they wouldâve flown off and broke something.
That thought made me smile. I know it shouldnât have, but I found it funny.
âSo, howâs your Bible reading going?â Mom asked as she brought the blanket over to me.
Ack! I quickly looked back on the bed. âOh, no. Grandmaâs Bible!â Where did it go?
Chapter Six
âITâS THEâFIRSTâTHING I picked up from the floor, honey,â Mom calmly said as she flipped the blanket in the air and settled it nicely on the bed. âItâs over there on the dresser.â
Oh! âWhew.â I sat on the side of the bed that Mom had already smoothed with her hands.
âSo, are you going to tell me about it? Grandma says youâve been in here a while reading.â She fluffed up my pillow and put it on top of the blanket again. Then she sat on the bed and faced me. âWell?â
âWellâ¦â My eyes rested on the Bible on the dresser across from me. I didnât know how to tell her exactly, so I just said, âIt hasnât worked yet.â
âAww.â Mom slumped her shoulders and nodded her head. âWell, you never know. It may take a long time to find out if God is real or not.â
âUgh.â I threw myself back on the bed. âWhy does it have to be long?â
âI didnât say it would take a long timeâI just said it might .â
âI still think youâre right, though,â I grumbled up to the ceiling. âI read and read that whole Luke chapter partâall those little numbers until they came to the big three number. I read that whole thing, and I didnât feel anything.â
I felt the bed move as my mom got off it. I quickly got up on my elbows to see what she would do. She walked right over to the Bible and picked it up. I watched her thumb through it till she came to the middle. Then she stopped.
âWow, Chelsea. That is a lot of reading you did.â She turned and walked back to sit on the bed, bringing the Bible with her. âA lot of hard reading.â As she looked at the book some more, Mom turned a couple of pages. âDid you understand what was happening? Iâm not even sure I can follow this.â
âNo,â I admitted. âBut I did know that Jesus was born. I read that part.â I sat up and leaned over her shoulder to see where she was at. She was right where I read earlier. I was surprised to see how fast my mom had found my place.
âMom?â
âHmm?â Her fingers turned a few more pages and I watched her eyes scan them.
Was she