mentally deficient to live among and associate with the rest of the community.
âMary-Maureen is a different case entirely.â Tired as she was, she could not allow it to pass without a fight. âMary-Maureen was always a rough child. She was always getting over-excited and taking it out on the other children. There was violence in her from the beginning.â
âThatâs what I mean ââ Vera closed in eagerly to make her point. âShe should have been put away as soon as she got too big to control. It was her parentsâ fault, as much as hers. Letting her roam around free and play with the children in the neighbourhood, as though she were a child herself. Of course children play rough and get over-excited â and push. Itâs lucky the lights had been red and the cars hadnât had time to get up any speed when she pushed that little girl into the traffic. Both her legs broken, wasnât it?â
âThatâs right.â She tried to leave it there, but Vera wouldnât have it.
âWell, then.â Vera nodded sagely. âIt just goes to show, doesnât it?â
âTo show what?â She faced Vera squarely â sheâd make her say it, and enough of this pussyfooting around.
âYou ought to think of Sheila more.â Vera backed off and attacked on the flank. âSheâs getting on. Twenty-five, isnât it? And not married. Nor likely to be, with Denny hanging about where any boys could see him when they came to call. It puts them off â to see someone like that in a girlâs family.â
âDenny is a part of the family. Sheila has always accepted that.â
âWeâre not talking about what Sheila accepts, weâre talking about what a man will accept. Youâre ruining her chances.â
âSheila would never marry a man under false pretences, anyway. If Denny werenât there, sheâd tell the man about him. So it doesnât make any difference. You should know that.â
Veraâs exasperated sigh said that she did, that she didnât know why she didnât wash her hands of the whole lot of them and stop giving good advice that wasnât appreciated. But they were her family, so she was driven to persist.
âThat may be all very well for now, but youâre not getting any younger, you know.â
âNeither are you, Vera.â She couldnât resist that one.
âJust what I mean. And Dennyâs what? Thirty? Heâll outlast us all. Poor Sheila will be saddled with him till her dying day â and heâll probably outlast her, too. God help us, but it would have been better if it had gone the other way around.â
Sheâd thought of that, too, God forgive her. It wouldnât have mattered quite so much if Sheila had been the one lacking. Denny, being the older, could have got a good job and been able to look after her. Sheila could have kept house for him, done simple cooking andâ What was the use of thinking about it? It hadnât happened that way, and that was all there was to it. No, not quite all â
âYouâve been lucky, so far,â Vera said. âSuppose Denny changed?â
âWhy should he change?â She was instantly defensive.
âAh, they can, you know, as they grow older.â Vera nodded, pleased at having got past her guard. âThey all thought Mary-Maureen was harmless, didnât they? And look what happened.â
âDenny is as gentle as a lamb. Thereâs no harm in him. He wouldnât hurt a fly.â
âMaybe not â while youâre here to look after him. But what of when youâre not here? When Sheila has to bear the burden on her own?â
What of it? There was a whole bottle full of the pills she had so painfully saved. And sheâd get another whole bottle of them tonight. Sheila would understand. She closed her eyes against a twist of pain.
âYou neednât