the canteen helper stared at her anxiously.
âJust a bit tired, thatâs all.â Polly tried to smile.
âGlory be to God! â thatâs never all youâre eating? It wouldnât keep a bird alive.â
âItâs as much as I want right now.â Polly bit down on her irritation. The woman meant well, there was no point in taking it out on her. âIâll be having a big tea when I get home tonight.â
âWell ...â Reluctantly, the woman tilted the teapot and let the dark liquid pour into the waiting cup. âIf youâre sure ...â
âI had a big breakfast, too,â Polly lied reassuringly. âIâll survive.â For a little while longer.
âI donât like your colour â and thatâs a fact. Youâre pale as death.â
âIâm all right.â Polly reached out and firmly took the cup of tea from her hand. With conscious effort, she straightened and carried her tray to an unoccupied table in the far corner of the canteen, walking briskly.
Once there, she sank into the chair limply, closing her eyes. The spurts of effort cost more every time.
âYou look like death-warmed-over.â The sharp voice cut at her. âAre those pills doing you any good at all?â
âIâm all right.â She picked up her cup with both hands, steadying it against Veraâs sharp, prying eyes. This was the second person within a few minutes to speak of death â was it written so prominently on her features already?
âThose pills,â Vera kept probing. âAre you taking them the way you ought?â
âI have been.â She didnât look up. âIâve only just run out. Iâll be going to the doctorâs tonight and getting some more. Then Iâll be fine.â
âYou ought to ask him for something stronger. I donât believe those are helping at all. Make him give you something different. If you want my opinion ââ
No one ever wanted Veraâs opinion, but she gave it anyway. She was a good soul, basically.
âI think you ought to see Mr Brady.â
Mr Brady was a surgeon. Polly stiffened and saw the small sharp eyes sparkling as Vera realized sheâd struck home.
âYouâve got to look after yourself, you know.â
Polly recognized her mood. Vera was determined to say her say. You could not tell Vera to mind her own business. She considered this her business. Vera had not only got her the job at the hospital, but she was Brianâs eldest sister â the only one in this country.
Veraâs interference was sanctioned by ties of family and friendship. Sometimes she pushed them too far. This was going to be one of those times.
âYouâve got to think of the children, you know.â
As though I thought of anything else. âI do,â she said. Anyone else would have been warned off by her tone. But not Vera.
âHow is poor Denny?â It was why she had come over, the subject she was determined to re-open and pursue. âIs he any better?â
âHe isnât any worse.â That was what Vera really wanted to know. Vera had never been able to reconcile herself to Dennyâs condition, had never brought herself to accept the fact that there would never be any change in it. There would be no great dramatic recovery in which Denny suddenly would achieve a forward stride to bring him into step with his generation. Nor would there be any rapid degeneration leading to debilitation and death. Denny was Denny âand always would be. He was perfectly happy in his own way, he was strong and healthy. He was just ... wanting.
âHave you heard any more about that Mary-Maureen? How she is? Sure ââ Vera sighed deeply â âthat was a terrible thing. It was only Godâs own mercy the child didnât die.â
That was Veraâs idea of being oblique, of subtly pointing out the dangers in allowing the