bottle of fruit juice. Until she comes home.â
With eyes shut and further concealed by the eye-mask; body wrapped, chin to knee, against the controlled chill of aeroplane air-conditioning by a thin, synthetic blanket, Polly concentrates on forgetting the whirr and smell of the plane, the words and pictures of the Hubbardtons brochure, to transport herself back to the then and there of her departure from Max. And his words. And their meaning.
Marry me.
Me?
Who else.
But I havenât really thought about it â not outside the context of a soft-focus day-dream. Weâve never spoken seriously about it
â
like we might be tempting fate if we did. But there again, who else would I marry?
She wriggles in her seat and retrieves the orange plastic neck-ring from the back pocket of her jeans. She places it on her finger, under the blanket, eyes scrunched shut even behind the eye-mask, desperate to recreate the sensation when Max did so. It is too large, of course. Somehow, its symbolism is almost too big for her to contemplate as well, thousands of feet up in the air, on her way to foreign climes. For a whole year. Sheâll think seriously on it anon of course, perhaps on the banks of some lonely stream, under the bough of some lofty maple, when she feels alone and a million miles away.
Iâm bound to, frequently.
God, a whole year. And so far away.
The eye-mask forces her tears back against her eyes. The noise of the aircraft prevents anyone hearing her sniff. She returns the plastic neck-ring ring to the back pocket of her jeans. Itâs serrated.
Sharper than youâd think.
The glut of emotions enveloping her at Heathrow had been complex: the pain of parting from Max; the apprehension of leaving kin and country; a fear of flying; the love of the job she was leaving; concern for the position she was exchanging it for. Not to mention the bombard of emotion subsuming her when the man she loved proposed marriage. Out of the blue.
So spontaneous â very un-Max. Wonder if he thought about it, whether he really truly meant it?
âOh dear,â she wails suddenly, out loud, tasting the blanket inadvertently, âI didnât actually say âyesâ.â
The shock of it!
THREE
P olly was immensely excited to see Cape Cod from the aeroplane window.
âDo you know, it looks exactly the same as it does on a map!â she exclaimed to her neighbour who was still wearing the blindfold. âLook!â Polly urged, with a gentle but insistent nudge, âitâs like an arm, a crook at the elbow, a hand cupping the sea against it. Look!â
Her fellow passenger did indeed look and then retreated back behind his eye-mask hoping sincerely that no other cartographical features would solicit his neighbour before they landed in Boston.
As Polly waited at the luggage carousel, she suddenly had absolutely no idea who would be meeting her. In the event, she would have made a bee-line for Kate Tracey anyway, whether or not she had been brandishing the enormous board emblazoned with Pollyâs name. Amongst the sea of faces and the barrage of name signs, Kateâs easy smile reached out to Polly immediately. As she approached, she marvelled at the coincidence that the name on the sign was indeed her very own.
âPolly?â the woman mouthed, from some distance.
âYes!â Polly mouthed back, nodding and grinning.
âPolly!â the woman declared when they were close to, âhi there!â
âHullo,â said Polly, a little breathless, âhow do you do?â
âIâm Kate Tracey, welcome,â the woman said, gripping the placard between her knees so she could shake Pollyâs hand heartily, âhow you doing?â
âOh,â said Polly, âabsolutely fine, thank you.â
âGood! This is Bogey. Bogey say hi.â
Polly hadnât even seen the dog, having been preoccupied with Kateâs glinting eyes behind