breath.
Agnes smiled at me warmly and said hi, but quickly turned her attention back to Patch. She focused on smoothing his hair out and giggling in his ear.
Feb made a gagging motion as my dadâs voice called out from the kitchen.
âMomâs threatening to eat all the spring rolls if you kids donât get in here.â
As the five of us headed into the dining room for dinner, Feb took me by the arm and pulled me back. She gestured at Patch and Agnes. âNever, I repeat
never
rent a houseboat off Capri for a week with those two.â
âWhy?â I said, wishing I wasnât always in school to miss the fun sibling bonding trips that Patch and Feb took every month. âThat sounds so fun.â
âFun would require your brother to keep his hands off Hag-nes for more than three minutes at a time,â Feb corrected.
âAh, I can see that,â I admitted, âbut double-dating must be fun. Do you go on double dates with your other friends? Have they all met Kelly?â
Feb looked thoughtful for a minute. âTo tell you the truth, Flan, since I started dating Kelly, I havenât really seen much of my friends.â
Huh?
But Feb had always been my friendship role model. She was legendary for her elaborate social circles. She had more friends on Facebook than anyone I knew!
âBut what about Jade Moodswing?â I asked, remembering how tight theyâd been at the French designerâs fashion show just last month. âOr Opal Jagger?â
âI dunno.â She shrugged. âWeâve sort of just ⦠drifted apart. Nothing dramatic. Youâll see when you get serious with someone. Itâs just one of those things.â
I looked at my sister, who was back to giggling with Kelly. I had always looked up to her, but at that moment I found myself hoping I
didnât
end up like her. No matter how great things were with Alex, I never wanted to drift apart from my friends. It just felt so sad. There must be a way to strike a balance, right?
Trying to put her words out of my mind, I headed for my usual seat next to Patch. But Agnesânot surprisinglyâhad slid in before me.
âHey Flan,â Kelly said, pointing to a seat between himself and Feb. âSit here.â
âEveryone settled?â my dad asked. âLetâs grub.â
While he distributed chopsticks, the rest of us got to work opening up the stacks of steaming white boxes of food.
âNo Alex tonight, Flan?â my mother asked. Sheâd changed into a black and white silk kimono and laced her chopsticks through her hair. âHeâs such a hunk, isnât he?â
âHeâs having dinner with his grandmother,â I said, slurping a bowl of egg drop wonton soup.
âAwwww,â everyone at the table seemed to say at once.
I looked up at them. âWhat?â
âThatâs too bad,â my father said.
âReally sucks,â Patch agreed.
âWould have loved to meet him,â Kelly said.
âIâm sorry, Flan,â my mother said, sounding like sheâd taken empathy lessons from SBB.
âItâs no big deal.â I shrugged. âI saw him yesterday.â I mean, it would have been great to have Alex there, but it wasnât like I couldnât function without him. Right?
âIâm just glad to be with you guys,â I said, convincing myself.
âThatâs nice,â my mother said. âIsnât that nice, dear?â she asked my father. When he smiled at her across the table, it was hard not to notice the silent closeness between themâbetween all the couples.
But then, midbite of her scallion pancake, my mother hopped up from the table. âI completely forgot to call Gloria about our donation to the Guggenheimâs restructuring. BRB!â
As my siblings and I groaned at Momâs perpetual overuse of out-of-date slang, my dad sighed and picked up his BlackBerry. âWell, if