I kept the pages in poly pockets along with sketches and a map of Northland in a black file. I would pick it up and flick through the pages every time I saw it sitting on the desk in my bedroom. After much deliberation I decided to let my mum read it. She was...no…. IS, quite a creative person. I could trust her to tell me if it was good enough to share or not. In all honesty I was torn with that decision. Part of me wanted to share it with the world. Let others enter my world. I wanted people to feel the same way entering Northland as they did the first time their minds set foot in Narnia or Middle Earth. The other part of me did not want to share this hidden paradise. I didn’t want the rubbish and trash of tourists ruining the paths and walkways. Vandalising the towns and pissing in the streams. This was my heaven. To be enjoyed by me and only me.
A few days passed, I hadn’t mentioned it to my mum in case she was being too polite to tell me it sucked. I would rather not know than for that to be the case. One morning however, when I was coming upstairs with my breakfast, mum set the local chronicle newspaper in front of me. It was folded back with a large advert in the middle to left of the page. In a bold blue outline said `calling all young authors’ my eyes opened wider and I stopped chewing. Cereal and milk dripped down my chin into a puddle of chocolate drool as I read the article frantically. There was to be a young writer’s competition at the Newtownards library. Submission was to be made by the 15 th , that very day! I had my manuscript all made up. I readied a black leaver arch file, made sure everything was in order and asked mum to give me lift down into the town to submit my story. The deadline was 12pm and it was 11:30 already! I was panicked; I threw old clothes on and packed the manuscript, rushed to the door, threw on my shoes and a coat and shouted for mum. I ran back into the kitchen to see her buttering some toast with a look of confusion on her face. “What are you doing? Come on, please we will be late!” I screamed with a cry. “Christopher dear, I’m not even dressed, I’m sorry” she said with her mouth full followed by a quick sip of tea. “Fine then, screw this!” I shouted as I burst through the front door. Leaving it open behind me. I ran as fast as my legs could move, I took short cuts through my neighbours gardens, jumping hedges and fences to reach the main road. Once I made it through the houses and gardens I was on a home strait. I sprinted down the hill, pulling the straps tight to my back to keep the bag from banging about as I ran. Every now and then I would feel behind me to make sure the book was still in there. It took a solid 20 minutes of running as fast as I possibly could! I didn’t stop at lights or even look twice at crossings I needed to get to the library to submit my story. This was all that mattered. As I came to a large junction at the bottom of the street, leading into the town centre I could see the pedestrian lights were still green, without stopping I ran and ran to make it across the junction before they changed. I made it to the slip road before the middle crossing just as the lights were flashing amber. I looked to my right and left and calculated that if I kept going without slowing down I would make it before the cars started to move forward. Jumping off the pavement onto the tarmac road my heart was pounding faster than it had. It was a miracle it was still in my chest. When my left foot landed on the road my senses heightened, from the farthest peripherals of my vision I noticed a blue Vauxhall Nova, one that failed to slow for the lights, speeding through the now changing ones. My entire body jumped with shock and instinctual fear as I turned my face to see it speeding directly towards me. In that moment I knew it was over. I envisioned my head slamming thought the wind shield, my