cuts acrost the slope to my east wood lot. Iâve let the bushes grow freeâlot of elder, other stuff the birds come for. I was looking down toward that little break between the north woods and my wood lot, where a bit of old growed-up pasture shows through. Pretty spot. Painter fella come by a few years ago and done a picture of it, said the place looked like a coro, dunno what the hell that is, he didnât say.â
I pushed at his brown study. âYou saw it there?â
âNo. Off to my right in them elder bushes. Fifty feet from me, I guess. By God I didnât turn my head. I got it with the tail of my eye and turned the other way as if I meant to walk back to the rod. Made like busy with something in the grass, come wandering back to the fence some nearer. He stayed for me, a brownish patch in them bushes by the big yellow birch. Near the height of a man. No gun with me, not even a stick . . . Big shoulders, couldnât see his goddamn feet. He donât stand moreân five feet tall. His hands, if heâs got real ones, hung out of my sight in a tangle of elder branches. Heâs got brown fur, Ben, reddy-brown fur all over him. His face too, his head, his big thick neck. Thereâs a shine to fur in sunlight, you canât be mistook. SoâI did look at him direct. Tried to act like I still didnât see him, but he knowed. He melted back and got the birch between him and me. Not a sound.â And then Harp was listening for Leda upstairs. He went on softly: âAyah, I ran back for a gun, and searched the woods, for all the good it did me. Youâll want to know about his face. I ainât told Ledâ all this part. See, sheâs scared, I donât want to make it no worse, I just said it was some animal that snuck off before I could see it good. A big face, Ben. Head real human except it sticks out too much around the jaw. Not much noseâopen spots in the fur. Ben, theâthe teeth! I seen his mouth drop open and he pulled up one side of his lip to show me them stabbing things. Iâve seen as big as that on a full-growed bear. Thatâs what Iâll hear, I ever try to tell this. Theyâll say I seen a bear. Now I shot my first bear when I was sixteen and Pa took me over toward Jackman. Iâve got me one maybe every other year since then. I know âem, all their ways. But thatâs what Iâll hear if I tell the story.â
I am a frustrated naturalist, loaded with assorted facts. I know there arenât any monkeys or apes that could stand our winters except maybe the harmless Himalayan langur. No such beast as Harp described lived anywhere on the planet. It didnât help. Harp was honest; he was rational; he wanted reasonable explanation as much as I did. Harp wasnât the village atheist for nothing. I said, âI guess you will, Harp. People mostly wonât take theâunusual.â
âMaybe youâll hear him tonight, Ben.â
Leda came downstairs, and heard part of that. âHeâs been telling you, Ben. What do you think?â
âI donât know what to think.â
âLedâ, I thought, if I imitate that noise for himââ
âNo!â She had brought some mending and she was about to sit down with it, but froze as if threatened by attack. âI couldnât stand it, Harp. Andâit might bring them.â
âThem?â Harp chuckled uneasily. âI donât guess I could do it that good heâd come for it.â
âDonât do it, Harp!â
âAll right, hon.â Her eyes were closed, her head drooping back. âDonât get nerved up so.â
I started wondering whether a man still seeming sane could dream up such a horror for the unconscious purpose of tormenting a woman too young for him, a woman he could never imagine he owned. If he told her a fox bark wasnât right for a fox, sheâd believe him. I said, âWe shouldnât