noooo, not Olivia.
I turned away quickly so that she wouldnât catch me blinking back tears. As I moved through the cafeteria, it struck me that it wasnât all that different from the one back home in Texas. Itâs strange how once you get to middle school, everybody splits up into different groups. In elementary school nobody cares whose table you sit at, but the minute you hit sixth gradeâ wham ! I spotted the table with all the jocks rightaway because they were the loudest, and I already knew where the popular kids satâwith my stepsister, naturally. Drama kids (green fingernail polish, weird hair), check. Nerds (busy trading Elfwood cards), check. Skateboarders (baggy shorts and hoodies), check. Finally I spotted my people: the band kids.
The only bright spot in my morning so far had been band. When Iâd walked into the music room, Iâd instantly felt at home.
Mr. Morgan, the band director, practically swooned when I played my bassoon for him.
âNow, that,â he exclaimed when I finished, clasping his hands to his chest dramatically, âis music !â
I could tell right away I was going to like Mr. Morgan. He was young and energetic and funny. Whenever anyone hit a sour note, which was pretty oftenâthis was middle school band, after allâheâd cry, âOh, my delicate, shell-like ears!â and clap his hands over them protectively. Then heâd smile right away, to show us he wasnât really mad.
After band practice Mr. Morgan took me aside and asked what kind of musical experience Iâd had back in Texas. His eyebrows shot up when I told him I played with the Houston Youth Symphony.
âToo bad you got here so late in the year,â he said. âThe Portland Youth Philharmonic is just finishing up their season. We sure could use you in Hawkwinds, though.â
âWhatâs Hawkwinds?â
âA wind ensemble I started last year for some of the more advanced musicians,â he explained. âTheyâre playing in the talent show next week. The trio could happily become a quartet, if youâdlike to join. We could use a talented bassoonist.â
I signed up right then and there.
âYouâll like the other kids in the group,â Mr. Morgan told me. âRani Kumar plays the flute, and her brother, Rajit, is our oboist. They just moved here last summer, so theyâre still pretty new to the school too. And Juliet Rodriguez is our clarinetist. You should get to know them.â
I spotted the three of them at the band table and crossed the cafeteria to where they were sitting.
âYouâre Cat, right?â said a pretty, dark-haired girl, smiling up at me.
I smiled back. The little knot in my stomach that Olivia and Piper Fleabrain had put there started to untie itself, and I took a seat. âAnd youâre Rani and you play the flute, right?â
âUh-huh.â She pointed across the table at a boy who could almost have been her twin. âThis is my brother, Rajit. Heâs in eighth grade, so he thinks heâs better than the rest of us.â
A glint of mischief danced in Rajitâs eyes. âThatâs because I am.â
The girl sitting on the other side of Rani started to laugh. Leaning forward, she waved and said, âHi! Iâm Juliet Rodriguez.â Her shiny hair was dark like Raniâs, but she wore it really long instead of to her shoulders. My hair was somewhere in between theirs in length, and plain old boring brown by comparison.
âAre you going to join Hawkwinds?â Juliet continued. âI saw Mr. Morgan in the hall a few minutes ago, and he said you played with the Houston Youth Symphony.â
I nodded shyly, taking my sandwich out of my bag.
âCool.â
âSo youâre from Texas?â said Rajit.
I nodded again. âI came to live with my dad. Iâm Olivia Haggertyâs stepsister.â
The table fell silent. Raniâs smile