where the trees were darkening to black.
Father Pons wasnât tiring but he hardly spoke, settling for the odd âOK?â, âAre you holding out?â and âNot too tired, Joseph?â Still, the further we went the more I felt we knew each other, probably because my arms were round his waist, my head was resting against his back and I could feel the warmth of his thin body gently seeping through the thick fabric of his robe. At last there was a sign saying Chemlay, Father Ponsâs village, and he braked. The bike gave a sort of whinny and I fell into the ditch.
âWell done, Joseph, you pedalled well! Thirty-five kilometres! For a first time, thatâs incredible!â
I got back up, not daring to contradict the priest. In fact, to my great shame, I hadnât pedalled on our journey, I had let my legs dangle. Were there pedals I hadnât even noticed?
He put the bike down before I had time to see, and took me by the hand. We cut across a field to the first house on the outskirts of Chemlay, a low, squat building. Once there, he gestured to me to keep quiet, avoided the front door and knocked at the door to the cellar.
A face appeared.
âCome in quickly.â
âThis is Mademoiselle Marcelle, our pharmacist,â whispered Father Pons, leading me in.
Mademoiselle Marcelle hastily closed the door and took us down the few steps that led to her cellar, lit by a measly oil lamp.
Children found Mademoiselle Marcelle frightening, and when she leaned towards me she lost none of her impact: I almost cried out in disgust. Was it the shadows? The way she was lit from below? Mademoiselle Marcelle looked like all sorts of things, but not a woman; more like a potato on the body of a bird. Her heavy, misshapen features, wrinkled eyelids and dark, dull, rough uneven skin made her face look like some root vegetable harrowed over by a farmer: jabs of his pick had marked out a thin mouth and a couple of small bulges for her eyes, while a few sparse hairs â white at the root and reddish at the ends â suggested the thing might sprout again in the spring. Perched on thin legs, bent forward, with a large stomach which bulged outwards from her neck down to her hips, like a plump red robin, hands on hips and elbows back as if ready to take flight, she peered at me, preparing to peck.
âA Jew, of course?â she asked.
âYes,â said Father Pons.
âWhatâs your name?â
âJoseph.â
âGood. No need to change the name: itâs Christian as well as Jewish. And your parents?â
âMaman is Léa and Papaâs Michaël.â
âI want to know their surname.â
âBernstein.â
âOh, thatâs a disaster! Bernstein . . . Weâll say Bertin. Iâll get some papers for you in the name Joseph Bertin. Here, come with me for the photograph.â
In a corner of the room a stool was waiting for me, in front of a painted background of woods and sky.
Father Pons tidied my hair, straightened my clothes and asked me to look at the camera, a large wooden box with concertina sides, on a framework almost as tall as a man.
Just then a flash of light leaped around the room, so bright and disconcerting I thought I had dreamed it.
While I rubbed my eyes, Mademoiselle Marcelle slipped another plate into the accordion, and the strange lighting phenomenon happened again.
âIs there more?â I asked.
âNo, two should be enough. Iâll develop them overnight. You havenât got fleas, I hope? Anyway, youâll have to put this lotion on. Or scabies? Well, Iâll give you a good scrub, and rub you down with sulphur. What else? A few days, Monsieur Pons, and Iâll get him back to you, is that all right with you?â
âThatâs all right with me.â
It wasnât all right with me, not at all: I was horrified at the thought of staying alone with her. Not daring to admit this, instead I asked,