path through the ruins of the pre-quake city, and making sure he arrived at Matildaâs sanctuary in the Old Sea-Trench had been touch and go. And a strain on her already frayed patience.
Sheâd agonized between hope and despair, ignored everything but Phin as sheâd struggled to keep one part of herself focused on the here and now, and enough of the fountainâs magic on him so he didnât bleed out. Sheâd never had to juggle both before.
Now, exhaustion licked at her.
But she didnât have time to give in, tempted as she was to crawl in beside Phin and crash. She straightened, easing off the bed and to her feet, wincing as her joints popped loudly in protest.
Someone moved behind her. She glanced over her shoulder, saw Joelâs haggard face. Heâd sport dual black eyes for a few days and the swelling at the bridge of his nose looked painful, but at least his nose was straight again. Probably Silasâs handiwork.
Sheâd been too focused on Phin to care.
Joel jammed his hands into his pocketsâa pair of Silasâs jeans, she noted. Too big for the shorter man, but belted in place. His shoulders remained hunched. âIs he . . .â His voice came out on a croak.
âHeâs fine.â
As if her short reassurance was enough, he blew out a hard breath and collapsed back to the wooden chest heâd claimed as a perch. It creaked alarmingly, but held. Most of the junk Matilda collected was in pretty good shape. Sheâd seen the woman restore the strangest pieces to working order, bits and things Matilda brought back from her many and mysterious travels.
âThank God,â Joel was saying, and repeated it again on a harsh whisper.
Thank nothing. It was a miracle Phin had survived the trip, much less had it in him to hang on long enough to let the fountain of life do its thing.
And the thought tore open a hole inside her chest she didnât know how to cope with.
Phinâs nut brown curls were longer than when sheâd seen him last, as if heâd forgotten to make time to see his stylist. He was paler, too, though that could have been the blood loss sheâd fought hard to fix. He slept peacefully, lines of pain finally eased from his face. But theyâd been replaced with lines of something elseâworry. Fear.
She hated it. Hated that he was stuck topside while she was locked below. Hated that she still woke up in her modified tent, aching and alone.
But theyâd known that going in.
It was all part of the life they both led. Phin was a topsider, a wealthy man from a prestigious family whoâd dedicated his life to helping the kind of people Naomi had once been tasked to hunt. After Timelessâafter Gemma had died in Naomiâs armsâthey both knew the Holy Order of St. Dominic would be all over them like flies on shit. There would be investigations, questions, scrutiny.
And Phinâthe stupid, noble man that he wasâwas determined to stay where he was, to provide as much safety as he could for the accused witches heâd failed to help before Timeless had gone up in smoke.
Naomi reached out, ran her finger along the line of his leanly muscled bicep, and held her breath when it threatened to shudder out of her chest.
âIâm sorry.â
Joelâs whisper jerked her head around. He bent over, his elbows on his knees, face buried in his hands. Part of her wanted to tell him to relax, that it all ended up fine.
The rest of her wanted to jump his shit.
Naomi gritted her teeth. âItâs fine.â It wasnât, but she was three seconds away from losing her goddamned mind.
She was better than this.
The bedroom door opened. Silas stepped in, soundless. He moved like a cat when he wanted to; a hell of a trick when he topped out at six-three and was built like a brick wall. His gray-green eyes met hers, then slid to the bed.
âHeâs fine ,â she repeated, and because he raised