going every which way. He got so frustrated that he shaved it all off onetime, and then I cried because I loved his hair. He was so mad that he upset me; he punched a hole in the wall in frustration. He never shaved it all again. Finally he says, “Holy fuck, Carter! What are you trying to do to me with that outfit barely on? I thought you were just going to work on your routine. Not show me how you would look if you danced naked. Shit, how can anybody’s body be that perfect?” I stand up and start walking toward him with a smile. I normally feel so shy about anything with sex or my body because I don’t know a lot about it. I have zero experience with guys in these kinds of situations, but I do know I love the way that Brayden is staring at me, especially my breasts. He’s looking at me with a heavy desire in his eyes.
I finally stand in front of him and feel the base of the music. “Bray,” I stare at him while I talk, “I don’t know anything about kissing or touching.” Then I get shy about what I am saying and have to take another breath to calm my nerves. “Please, will you show me what it’s all about? I want to be all yours.” He has to take a deep breath and I can see the pulse in his neck form from excitement or nerves, “Of course, I will take care of you in every way you want, Carter. I just never want to go farther than you want to go. So if you want to do something you are going to have to get over the embarrassment and tell me. I can’t just guess what you are and aren’t ready for.” Then he reaches behind me and grabs my ass and lifts me up against him while he cups me. He leans in and kisses me softly at first and then harder and grounds me a little against him. A moan comes out of me cause it just feels so good to be this close to him. His tongue slowly inches into my mouth and as he pulls it out I bite his lip because I just want even that part of him to stay inside me. He moans and then says quietly, “Patience, baby. We don’t want to rush all this, but we want to enjoy every part of it.” I can hardly think or breathe, I am feeling so many things just from kissing him, and he is lecturing me on patience.
I start to pout and I know my lower lip has come out a little. He sets me on my feet and sits down then pulls me in his lap. “What’s wrong, baby, why the pouty face after kissing me?” I turn around on his lap so I can face him and try to explain, “I felt so much just from you kissing me and then putting your tongue in my mouth. It’s like I wanted to crawl inside you and I would still never get enough. I just don’t understand how much emotion just suddenly took me over. I didn’t want it to stop.” He smiled and said, “Carter, I have felt like that just from just looking at you for forever. My heart hurts when I just stare at your face for too long. I want to be inside you, baby. And I will be soon. I promise, but I don’t want us to rush into anything and then you not know how to handle all the new stuff that you and I do because I haven’t given you enough time. So my plan was to start finding who we are together without Keller slowly. Then get to know each other physically at a pace that doesn’t make you uncomfortable.” As he talks he runs his hand through my hair, and I just softened into him as I enjoyed this small intimacy.
“The only thing that is making me uncomfortable is wanting what you are refusing to give me right now. Please, Bray, will you just kiss me again?” He nodded slowly. Took some deep breaths and looked like he was trying to gain control himself. “I have to concentrate to hold myself back, but I want to take things slow so I can remember all of your sweetness, baby.” Then he starts kissing me while I sit on his lap, and I just enjoy being this close to