response. He couldnât be losing his mind if the blood in his veins could pulse with hot anger. His eyes, black as volcanic rock, impaled Todd.
âBefore they make
you
a saint ⦠â
âGeez!â Todd interrupted, throwing up a hand. âDonât start using that viperous tongue of yours on me. This is Todd youâre talking to. I know you donât give a ratâs ass what I think of a group of psychics holing up in a research center in the dead of winter, but why do you have to subject nice Ginger to the indignity?â
âI canât take the whole show and sheâs willing to go.â
âCanât the other guests fill in? By the way, who are the other guests?â
Adrian couldnât help his grin.
âThe list is about as interesting as a washing machine manual, so I wonât bore you.â
âThat must mean youâre sorry you agreed to go.â
âNot sorry. Bitter. But I have a debt to repay Lloyd Marks from Iraq.â
They both fell silent and Adrian enjoyed the moment. The pain in his head was finally lessening. If only there were soothing fingers to massage the rest of his aches away. If only he could hear the sound of a certain womanâs laugh, smell her freshness, feel a rounded belly ⦠he felt a sharp bump against his shoulder and forced himself back to reality.
âYou ever sorry you and Katie didnât have kids?â
Adrian snapped his head around. That was uncanny. Yes, he had been thinking of children just then, but not with Katie. His eyes met Toddâs and then dropped. He heard Toddâs soulful sigh.
âYeah, me, too. â He looked away, out over the row of tables, to the back of the theater and Adrian sensed his next thoughts. âI go into the lounge there sometimes and purposely stand next to a woman â any woman. Just to revel in the smell of her. Dammit, Adrian, I want a home, family, a woman to slap fondly on the buttocks. I want to press every inch of her body to mine. Not these teeny boppers who cram the stage doors, their tits ⦠by the way, I like Gingerâs tits.â
âGood. Iâll tell them.â
Todd snorted, his chest heaving.
âYouâre as screwed up as a Chinese fire drill, Adrian, old buddy. I bet if I asked you to describe Gingerâs breasts this minute, you couldnât do it.â Adrian flushed. âI thought so. Sheâs just a front to keep those teenage nymphos from slipping their fingers into those skin-tight pants you pour yourself into every performance.â
âAre we attempting one of our rare excursions into humor now?â Adrian sarcastically countered.
Placing a hand on Adrianâs shoulder, Todd hauled himself up.
âWe all have headaches, old buddy.â
âThose of us who have heads,â Adrian remarked.
Todd snickered this time, slipping his hands inside his pants pockets.
âYou âbout ready to go again?â
Adrian stood, nodding. His headache had all but evaporated.
âTell Andy weâll take it from Sylviaâs entrance.â
Todd left him then, hurrying toward the orchestra pit. Once there, he leaned over and Adrian saw him tap Andyâs shoulder and then dust off his hands. Seconds later, he was vaulting the stage steps two at a time. Passing the lounging theater crew, he gestured impatiently. They scrambled up at once, resuming their former positions before the break.
Center stage once again, Adrian waited for the house lights to dim. He started to readjust his pants, then caught himself, remembering Toddâs earlier taunt. He muttered a fierce curse under his breath then reversed his thoughts just as quickly. Dammit, but he did enjoy being called a sexy hunk. He enjoyed being the current darling of the circuit immensely. And dammit, he was even enjoying his brief fling as Ginger OâTooleâs current lover. It didnât matter they had never slept together and never would.