voice. âItâs not that, Jean. Itâs just, well, Iâm supposed to stick around and, well, help you through this phase.â
âJust because some snoop saw me taking a little drinkie, Iâve got to have a guardian!â she complained. âWhatâs the matter, is somebody afraid Iâm going to talk too much, or something? What I do to my liver is my own damn business!â
âPlease, Jean. Not so loud. Here, let meââ
âKeep your cotton-picking hands off me!â Her footsteps came across the room unsteadily. I heard the bottle rattle against the glass as she poured herself a drink. âNot so loud!â she mimicked. âYouâre always telling me not so loud! Donât drink so much, donât talk so loud. Like a nice little boy saying please Mama donât make another scene. How old are you, anyway, honey? I swear you make me feel like Mrs. Methuselah!â
The young male voice was stiffly self-conscious. âI donât really think my age is pertinent to the discussion.â
âPertinent!â She laughed. âWell, Iâll talk as loud as I damn please, hear? And Iâll talk about what I please! Iâll even talk aboutâDo you know what folks in the know call that house in Washington we operate out of? They call it Murderersâ Row, thatâs what they call it, and a damn good name, too! But weâre not supposed to talk about that, are we? Not even in whispers, heavens no! Weâre not supposed to talk about the house, and if we go there, we canât drive straight to the door even if itâs raining. Oh, no, weâve got to get out blocks away and make sure nobodyâs followingââ
âPlease, Jean! This room hasnât been checked. It may be wired for all we know!â
She paid him no attention. ââand we mustnât ever, ever tell anybody what we really do, not on your life! And of course we mustnât say a word about the horrible gray man who sits in that upstairs office in front of that bright window and sends us out toâno, I wonât shut up! If people only knew the dreadful things that are done in the name of peace and democracy! Horrible things!â
I heard her gulp at her drink. The man said hastily, âAll right, Jean. All right. Weâll talk about it when youâre notâwhen youâre feeling better. Iâll be going now, but Iâll be right next door as soon as Iâve had a cup of coffee. Call me if you need me. Remember, weâre all trying to help you. Just donât make it too hard for us.â
âIf thatsh a threat,â she said thickly, âif thatâs a threat, to hell with you, honey! You donât scare me a bit. You donât scare me one little bitty bit, hear?â
âI didnât meanâgood night, Jean.â He seemed to hesitate. âIâer, good night.â
He moved away. The door opened and closed behind him. I glanced at my watch. It read ten-forty. His timing was good and heâd delivered his lines pretty well. But Mac had been right. This was, of course, the kid with the weak stomachâcode name Alanâwhoâd refused to do the job; and I was ready to agree that heâd have botched it. It wasnât a job for a sentimental kid; particularly not a sentimental kid who, by his voice, was desperately in love with the somewhat older agent heâd been assigned to watch.
I now had twenty minutes while he drank his coffee, before witnesses. I pushed the bathroom door aside and went in there. She was standing by the big bed, swaying slightly. From the information Iâd been given, the appearance of her room, and the sound of her voice, Iâd expected a sodden female bum, but she looked surprisingly good, considering.
She was wearing a simple, long-sleeved black dress with a lot of pearls at the throatâthe kind of standard dress-up outfit in which they can look