have ghosted the book in 1975 from six hours of tape Patten had dropped off in a Georgetown apartment. Nevertheless, the book remained on The New York Times best-seller list for twenty-two weeks. And even in Grantham I found a copy nestling on a shelf next to Kahlil Gibranâs The Prophet. The bookseller told me it had been translated into seventeen languages and was on sale wherever books of any kind are known. He said it in a funeral directorâs voice. I couldnât figure out whether he was a consumer of Pattenâs doctrine or simply impressed by the bookâs sales.
Well, Patten was a long way from Time magazine this afternoon. The rain was falling on the just and the unjust alike. I wondered how the park looked to him after Newsweek and CBS. What was it like to come home again when you couldnât whisper who you are. No drums and no trumpets for the local hero, not even in the Huntsville Weekly Register.
I heard the bang on the screen door and guessed Joan was coming across the duckboards between our cabins. She came in, bringing the rain and a scent of freshness and earth with her. Her glasses were steamed up, and she took them off along with her big soaking straw hat.
âGawd, what a downpour! This is what the weatherman called intermittent showers.â Thunder shook the roof; a reminder not to take the name of the Lord thy God in vain. âI brought your milk.â
âYou didnât have to bring at over at the height of the storm. Thatâs above and beyond the call of duty. Iâve got the kettle on. Tea?â
âFine. Only, letâs get some light on the subject.â She took the lantern from the table where Iâd left it and primed it and pumped it until it hissed. She added a match and a high intense light brought colour back into the cabin and sent long shadows from the ketchup bottle and the salt and pepper shakers radiating along the caramel-coloured table top.
âThatâs better,â she said, climbing out of her black raincoat and setting it on the horsehair sofa. âThe Goddamned beavers have blocked the culvert again. I knew those bedsprings wouldnât keep them out of there. Thereâs a lake across the road a foot deep. And after this rain ⦠Oh damn, I donât want to think about it.â I made the tea and kept my mouth shut. In my line, thatâs the way to find things out. When it happens. A set of ironstone mugs for the tea were finally located on the shelf above the sink. I bashed the teabags to cut down on the waiting time and got out the open can of evaporated milk.
âBut I just brought you fresh,â she said. She had cleaned her glasses on a piece of pink Kleenex and put them on again.
âNew habits die hard. Take it easy. Iâm just learning the ropes around here. First you show me how to do everything, then you come over to see that I do it your way. Thereâs more than one way to trim a wick.â She smiled and I poured her a cup. I took out the fresh milk and punctured the plastic bag. Joan, the diplomat, took a drop of both, then showed how a real frontiersman stows the plastic milk in a plastic pitcher.
âAre all my chickens safe?â she asked.
âI guess I havenât taken a proper count, but I havenât seen anything unusual. Your coming in with the groceries was the big event of the afternoon.â I lit a cigarette and put the wooden match in an ashtray with the name of a defunct brewery on it.
Joan Harbison had a good ordinary face with blue eyes that didnât grab you all at once. It took three days. Under light eyebrows, their effects were subtle, like the way the dimple on her right cheek played tag with a little brown mole. Her hair, when it wasnât soaking wet, was kept in a light and airy brown tangle. Now it hung in dark fangs stuck to her forehead. She didnât use makeup and she didnât have to. On the day I arrived she was changing the air filter in