I fear life has lost its color.â
Her sister nodded, her large eyes keen with understanding, just as they had always been from Ameliaâs earliest age. Even as a baby she had seemed to possess an uncanny wisdom when it came to reading the moods of others. Sometimes Phoebe yearned for those plump, little-girl arms hugging her tight as they once so often had. Julia could use one of those hugs now, though it had been years since she had admitted to vulnerability of any sort or accepted that kind of closenessânot from Amelia and certainly not from Phoebe.
Amelia nodded sagely. âYouâre afraid all weâll have to look forward to from now on are parties and such, like in the old days?â
âYou have read my mind exactly.â Yes, let gentle Amelia believe that was all that was wrong. âThe old ways seem so purposeless now. Iâve been thinkingââ
âYou should be thinking of finding a husband before the dust gathers on that shelf youâre sitting on,â Fox whispered out of the side of his mouth, his gaze still fixed across the table at the elders as if he hadnât been listening in on Phoebe and Amelia.
âIâm nineteen, Fox. That hardly qualifies me for any shelf and besides, what difference should it make?â Phoebe shook her head at him. âItâs a new world and women will no longer be relegated exclusively to the home. We have choices now.â Or should, she silently amended.
âThatâs right,â Amelia put in eagerly. âMany choices.â
Fox finally deigned to turn his face to Phoebe, his lips tilting in a mean little smile. âYou think so? As you said, the war is over. The men have come home. Time for you ladies to return to the roles for which God designed you.â
She nearly choked on her own breath. Only a throat clearing and a glare from Grams prevented her from retortingâand perhaps wringing her brotherâs neck.
âI propose that directly following luncheon, Julia play the piano for us.â Grams pinned her light brown eyes on Julia, turning her proposal into an adamant command that brooked no demurring.
âAnd following Julia, I wouldnât mind regaling everyone with a song or two.â This came from Lady Cecily Leighton, Henryâs maiden great-aunt. Phoebe glanced up at her, alarmed by the suggestion. Lady Cecily had already proved herself thoroughly tone deaf, and on one occasion Phoebe had had to endure an entire hour of jumbled and stumbling notes. If that werenât enough, the womanâs outfit today reflected sure signs of a growing disorientation, with her striped frock overlaid by a knee-length tunic of floral chiffon. A wide silk headband sporting a bright Christmas plaid held most of her wiry white curls off her shoulders and neck, giving her the appearance of a garish, holiday gypsy. The poor womanâs maid must have been mortified this morning.
âOf course, Cecily, dear.â Grampapa spoke softly and gently, as he had when Phoebe was small. His perfectly trimmed mustache twitched as he smiled. âWe shall look forward to it.â
Phoebe managed to suppress a groan, but Fox could not. Grams shot another glance across the table while Grampapaâs eyebrows gathered in warning.
âAfter Julia serenades usââfourteen-year-old Fox pulled a faceââand Lady Cecily, too, may we find something exciting to do? Grampapa, couldnât we take the rifles out for some skeet shooting?â
âFox.â Grams arced a crescent-thin eyebrow. âI believe indoor activities are more appropriate for days such as this.â
âOh, Grams. . . .â
âFox.â Grampapaâs stern tone forestalled any impending complaint.
The boy made a grinding sound in his throat, and Phoebe whispered to him, âWhen are you going to grow up?â
âWhen are you going to stop being so boring?â
âTerribly sorry to be late for