cold fingers held the world in an icy grip.
She clutched the hummingbird charm. She couldnât suppress her fears and be the wife Con needed. Sheâd make him unhappy. Bitter. Theyâd both be unhappy. She was a Pisces, a water sign. Con was as bright and hot and appealing to her quiet nature as the fire sign that marked his birth date. Aries, the god of war.
In the end, water would quench the fire. Leaving ashes.
Giving in to sorrow, she sobbed out her heartbreak. In the end, love wasnât enough. Yet love would give her the strength to do what she must. She loved Con too much to destroy him.
She had to let him go.
Chapter 2
12:00 p.m.
F or a woman whoâd suffered an emotional meltdown, Bailey put on a pretty good front. She turned from the refreshment bar in the reading corner of Bookwormâs bookstore carrying a bag holding three warm chocolate chip cookies. Today, the sweet smell made her stomach churn. âHere you go, Nan. Anything else?â
Nan Thompsonâs green eyes sparkled as she patted her distended abdomen. âIâd like a baby to go, please.â The young brunette giggled. âThe ultrasound said it was a boy and it must be right. Men are perpetually late. Heâs probably in there refusing to ask for directions.â
Baileyâs heart contracted. Con had never once been late. Con. The man sheâd left dazed and wounded. Thinking of him hurt so badly she could barely breathe. So much for a pretty good front. âYou should be home, resting.â Nan had insisted on staying in her position at the mallâs bank right up to her due date. âIâm surprised the bank manager hasnât booted you out, for fear youâll have that baby in the lobby.â
âHeâs already griping about my maternity leave.â
Bailey lowered her head to hide her roiling emotions. âSeems bosses are all the same.â
âSeems like.â Nanâs sharp gaze fastened on Baileyâs face. After years of lunchtime heart-to-hearts, Baileyâs shaky facade probably hadnât fooled her friend. Sheâd done her best to repair the wreckage, but she wasnât a pretty crier. No surprise considering how splintered and torn she was inside.
Nan frowned. âIs that whatâs bothering you? Mole Man up to his usual tricks?â
Bailey focused on Nanâs watermelon shape. Big mistake. Sheâd dreamed about some day having Conâs children. Had pictured them cradled in her arms. Long-lashed, starry brown eyes and irresistible smiles, just like their daddy. That wouldnât happen now. Another woman would carry Conâs babies. Scalding air jammed her lungs. She fumbled for a cup of water and tried to douse the anguish with icy liquid. It didnât work. âIâm fine.â
Nanâs voice gentled. âYouâre anything but fine. Business is dead-slow today.â She patted an overstuffed navy chair in the cozy reading nook. âDid you decide to leave us and take that other job after all?â
Business was slow. A combination of New Yearâs Eve and the nasty weather forecast. Too much time to think. To remember. Bailey couldnât get Conâs bewildered face out of her mind. His devastated brown eyes. The hurt bracketing his mouth. Pain lanced through her. She couldnât bear to think about him. Or talk about him without losing it completely. âI canât discuss it. Not now.â
âOkay butââ Nanâs eyes widened. âYikes! Monster spider!â She grabbed a newspaper, rapidly rolled it and raised the weapon.
Bailey grabbed her arm. âDonât kill it!â
âWhat, you want to take it home on a leash?â The big gray-brown spider meandered along the brick-red counter and Nan edged back. âThat sucker is big enough to wrestle my cat.â
âItâs a wolf spider. They usually stay in their burrows in winter. Poor lost soul.â Bailey