donât know,â she said hesitantly. âItâs a hard issue to deal with. I thought Iâd discuss it with our family doctor and see what he thinks, first.â
âWise.â He drew in a long breath. âThatâs a decision Iâd have a hard time with, too.â
She managed a smile. âTimes have changed.â
âYes.â
She searched his black eyes and her body tingled. She looked away quickly. This would never do. She fumbled her purse back under her desk. âI was going to print out that brief for you,â she said, opening a file on the computer. âAnd youâre having lunch with the deputy sheriff in that potential federal kidnapping case.â
âYes, we thought weâd discuss the case informally before lawyers become involved.â
She gave him a droll look. âI thought you were a lawyer.â
âIâm a federal agent.â
âWith a double major in law and Arabic studies and language.â
He shrugged. His dark brows drew together. âHow did you manage college?â
She blinked. âExcuse me?â
âYou work endless hours and you have a small child,â he said. He didnât add that he knew her finances must have been a problem, as well.
She laughed. âI went on the internet. Distance education. I even got a degree that way.â
âAmazing.â
âIt really is,â she agreed. âI wanted to know more about a lot of subjects.â Her favorite was sixteenth-century Scotland. One of her other interests was Lakota history, but she wasnât telling him that. It might sound awkward, since that was his ancestry.
âSixteenth-century Scottish history,â he mused. He frowned. âYou didnât have a case on my brother, did you? Thatâs his passion.â
She gave him a glowering look. âYour brother is terrible,â she said flatly. âWinnie Sinclair must have the patience and tolerance of a saint to live with him.â
He glared at her. âMy brother is not terrible.â
âNot to you, certainly,â she agreed. âBut then, youâll never have to marry him.â He chuckled.
âMy mother was a MacLeod,â she added. âHer people were highland Scots, some of whom fought for Mary Queen of Scots when she tried to regain the throne of Scotland after being deposed by her half brother, James Stuart, Earl of Moray.â
âA loyalist.â
She nodded. âBut my fatherâs family were Stewarts with the Anglicized, not the French, spelling, and they sided with Moray. So you might say they united warring clans.â
âDid your parents fight?â
She nodded. âThey married because I was on the way, and then divorced when I was about six.â Her eyes became distant. âMy father was career military. He remarried and moved to the West Coast. He died performing maneuvers in a jet with a flying group.â
âYour mother?â
âShe remarried, too. She has a daughterâ¦a little younger than me. Weâ¦donât speak.â
He frowned. âWhy?â he asked without thinking.
âI had a child out of wedlock,â she said. âWhen she found out, she disowned me. Sheâs very religious.â
He made a rough sound. âI thought the purpose of religion was to teach forgiveness and tolerance. Besides all that, didnât you just say she was pregnant with you when your father and she got married?â
âWell, it doesnât work out that way sometimes with religion, and the important point to her was that she was married when I was born. We were never really close,â she added. âI loved my father very much.â She cleared her throat and flushed. âSorry, sir, I didnât mean to speak of such personal issues on the job.â
âI was encouraging you to,â he replied quietly. He studied her with open curiosity. âYou love your son very much.â
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