talked about her. Gossip was unavoidable in her situation, even in modern times, in a city. Cammy Blackhawk was a throwback to another generation, one just slightly less tolerant and open-minded than younger people today. It didnât help that Joceline was hopelessly in love with her attractive boss, or that she had uncomfortable dreams about him.
He enjoyed being single. He rarely dated, and even when he did, it was usually a professional woman, an attorney or a district court judge. Once it had been an attractive public defender. But it was usually only one date. Like the one heâd had with Joceline. She didnât dare think too much about that.
She was curious about why he didnât date. She couldnât ask him, of course. It was far too personal a question. But sheâd overheard him talking to his brother once about how aggressive women could be. Knowing that his supposedly chaste reputation was like a red flag to a permissive female, she imagined that heâd been faced with imminent seduction more than once and didnât like it. As his mother was moral, so was he. They were both conservative to the back teeth, in fact.
Joceline looked at the photo of Markie that she kept in her wallet. He was a mix of his mother and father. He had his fatherâs elegant straight nose and his black hair. His father was good-looking, and smart. She hoped that Markie would follow his father in that respect.
She sighed over the photograph. Her fascination with her pregnancy had grown by the day while she carried Markie. He was a beautiful child, blue-eyed and slender, with a mischievous expression that was characteristic of him. He loved to play hide-and-seek. He enjoyed video games, especially Super Mario Brothers. He was constantly begging for a puppy or a kitten, but sheâd explained gently that it was impossible. He was in day care while she worked, although now he was in preschool part of the day, and day care the rest, and they had no yard for a dog to play in. They had no room, either. It was a one-bedroom apartment, and Markie slept in a small bed near hers. It was wiser that way at night, due to medical problems that sheâd never shared with her boss. She worried about her child constantly. There were good medications for hiscondition, but the ones she used didnât seem to work, especially in the spring and fall of the year. The leaves were just starting to fall in San Antonio as the weather turned cooler, and Markie was having more trouble than usual. It was no wonder that she had dark circles under her eyes and was late to work. Especially after a night like last nightâ¦
ââ¦I said, did Riley Blake call?â Jon repeated.
Joceline jumped and dropped the small plastic photo insert sheâd been holding.
Frowning, Jon picked it up. He stared at the child in the photograph with curiosity. âHe looks like you,â he said finally as he handed the insert back to her.
She put it away quickly. âYes,â she stammered. âSorry, sir.â
He shoved his hands in his pockets and stared at her with open curiosity. âWe have those bring-your-child-to-work days here, but you never bring your son with you.â
âIt would be inconvenient,â she said. âMarkie is a bit of a pirate when heâs in company. Heâd be making hats out of files and standing on the desk,â she added with a laugh.
His eyebrows arched. Cammy had said that Jon had been singularly mischievous as a young boy.
Joceline glanced at him. âThey think he may have attention deficit disorder,â she said. âThey wanted to put him on drugsâ¦.â
âWhat? At his age?â he exclaimed.
She shifted. âHeâs in preschool,â she said. âHe unsettles the other children because heâs hyperactive.â
âAre you going to let them medicate him?â he asked, with real interest.
She looked up, her blue eyes troubled. âI