chuckle.
At the sound, Eric turned his head. âYou look tired. Beautiful, but anxious,â he was quick to add.
âYouâre so diplomatic,â Julia said, a grin pulling up the corner of her mouth. âI feel like I spent a week in the car with two bratty kids.â
Ericâs voice remained gentle, as if he didnât want to spook her. âWhy so anxious?â
âBeing here. Itâs hard.â
âWhy?â Again, he was extremely gentle.
âI donât know. Lots of ghosts.â
âWhat kind of ghosts?â
âThe ghost of stepmothers past,â she said, scowling at him. âI can see why you set out to help troubled kids. Youâre pretty good at getting people to spill their guts without them realizing it.â
He chuckled. âGuilty. I only got the briefest of sketches about your history from Sarah. I can imagine it is unsettling being back in a place where you spent some pretty turbulent years.â
âThe years here were fairly calm. All the other years surrounding them were turbulent.â
âYes, but your emotions werenât as engaged as they were here, with this family. With Grace and Sarah.â
Julia folded her arms over her chest. âNice trick, reading peopleâs minds. Do you see dead people, too?â
He laughed again. âNo, Iâm just observant.â
Ericâs eyes crinkled up when he laughed. Julia liked him . She was coming to realize Sarah had done well for herself in the husband department, even if he was a terrible financial planner. In fact, she thought Eric was much too good for Sarah, the evil little manipulator.
âI can tell you care about Grace and Sarah,â he said. âMaybe more than you want to, or think you should, but itâs there.â
Julia looked out the window at the passing trees again. âThe first time I met Grace, I remember thinking she was what a mother was supposed to be like. She even smelled like a mother. I spent the whole time here loving her, and hating her.â
âWhat did you love?â
âI loved that she gave me chocolate chip cookies right out of the oven,â Julia said, with a smile. âI loved that she sang while she cooked. I loved that she asked me about my day and actually listened when I told her, and she never let a day go by without giving me a hug, even though I never responded.â
âAnd the hate part?â
âI hated her because she wasnât my mother, and because by then, I already knew how the story would end. I knew my father would end up leaving her, and then I would lose her, too.â
âIs he why you never came back?â
She nodded. âBecause theyâre not mine.â
Yes, she was whining, but she couldnât help it.
Ericâs tone got sharper. âIâve got news for you, Julia. They most certainly are yours. You may not be related by blood or have been in the same room with them in fifteen years, but you share a connection with them. The sooner you accept it, and embrace it, the happier youâll be.â
There was nothing she could say, so they drove the rest of the way in silence. Once at the park, Julia quickly put distance between Eric and herself. Sure, she might have decided she liked him, but heâd come unbearably close to hitting the truth, and she had no desire to deal with more self-awareness on no sleep.
The park was indeed crowded. There were kids all over the place, as well as adult volunteers, and from the looks of it, a good number of observers. The kids spotted Eric right away, and they swarmed around him like ants to a drop of honey, until they saw Julia. The younger ones looked at her with suspicion, while the older ones took on all the finer characteristics of your average construction workers. The whistles, âyeah babyâsâ, and outright leers were nothing Julia hadnât seen or heard since sheâd started wearing a bra in the fourth