the base, all of the Eclipse formula, some of the Takers whoâd held him captive ⦠and himself.
My heart throbbed with an empty ache in my chest, and I pushed the thought away.
Living with a target on my back was never comfortable, but it was also the only thing Iâd ever known. Dad had taught me to be smart and survive this way. Heâd wanted Parker to have something different, a more normal life. I would do my best to make sure Parker still had it, even now.
As I passed through the garage, I grabbed a shovel and some rope.
âPlanning to bury people, are we?â Finn asked in a cheery voice from somewhere behind me.
âCould be ⦠or to dig them up.â
I guess they could tell I wasnât in a joking mood, because no one commented again.
I grunted as I hefted everything up and placed it in the passenger side of the white van weâd stolen from the Takersâ base. When Iâd learned that Mason, one of the prisoners weâd rescued, hadnât destroyed the van like weâd planned, I asked him to give it back. It came in handy for projects when my motorcycle just wasnât going to cut it.
I glanced around the yard to see if Chloe had come out here. Iâd wanted to at least give her a quick wave before I left, but she was nowhere in sight. She mustâve disappeared again; not all that surprising. If there was anything Iâd learned about her over the past month, it was that she had a tendency to come and go whenever and wherever she pleased, with no warning.
In that respect, I guessed she was a lot like me.
Parker was leaning against the driverâs side of the van when I walked around. I wrapped one arm around his shoulder in a quick hug that also helped move him somewhat out of the way. âTake care of yourself. They know who you are, but theyâll probably be afraid to retaliate for everything when theyâre so desperate to get Eclipse back. They probably think weâre the only people who might have a clue how to make it.â
âYouâre the only one who might have a clue.â Parker pulled back and frowned. âThat formula Dad gave you looks like gibberish to me.â
âFirst, they donât know you donât understand it, and please donât tell them.â I leveled my gaze at him, forcing myself not to react to his eyes. âSecond, without the last three ingredients, the formula isnât useful to anyoneâmyself included.â
âRight.â Parker didnât move from where he stood, blocking me from closing the door and leaving. âAre you sure you canât wait another day or that I canât come with you? I still have so many questions, and you promised to tell me more about Daââ
âIâm sure.â I nudged him out of the way with my arm and closed the door. âAnd weâll have time for questions and answers later ⦠after Iâve finished this.â
I stretched my neck to one side, forcing myself not to dwell on the hurt my brother was struggling to keep from showing on his face. This conversation was complicated, and I was itching to get moving. I was already past tired. It had been too long since Iâd slept in a Builderâs dreams. Addie, Finnâs sister, was the only Builder I knew in this town, and since Parker and Addie had gotten their relationship problems worked out, it seemed weird to step in. Not to mention that she was busy being his Builder.
The more time I spent with Addieâawake or asleepâthe more I had to remind myself that she was unavailable. Iâd avoided her dreams except when things were getting really bad. And although her friend Mia was no Builder, her self-hypnosis-induced dreams had helped me more than Iâd expected. But still, they werenât the same as a Builderâs dreams.
And figuring out Dadâs formula required me to be alert and rested. That meant one thing for certainâafter I