levers. Took him to the fourth floor. And he gave me two beautiful, green dollars.â
Dell sat up. âHe must have wanted something else,â he said flatly.
Mary blushed again. âNaw. Just had money to burn. Oil rich.â
âYou shouldnât have taken it.â
âIâm gonna buy me a scarf. Silk. Twist it around my neck. My waist, maybe. Like in the magazines. Itâll be pretty. Soft. Might even make me beautiful.â
âYouâre pretty enough for me,â Dell said fiercely, clasping her neck.
She gripped his hand. âReally?â
âYouâre beautiful.â He pressed her backward, onto the blanket.
âItâs all right if I keep two dollars, isnât it?â she said breathless. âPa neednât know. Itâs all right to keep a little bit back. Isnât it?â
Dell straddled her, his knees locked against her thighs. âYes.â He kissed her deeply.
Mary clung, returning his kiss with all the passion nobody had ever claimed. Dellâs touch felt like sweet grace. A young man who lost his leg in the war got plenty of sympathy. An old maid got none. She hadnât planned on not marrying, on not loving and being loved.
Dell was murmuring into her hair. Mary didnât care what he wassaying. Whatever it was, the answer was yes. Yes, because Dellâs touch was filling her with wonder.
âThe two of us could make something of this farm, Mary.â His breath tickled her ear. âIf we cleared those back acres, we could double the crop. Maybe get a tractor. Build onto the house.â
âNot mine,â she murmured, feeling desire overwhelm her.
âWe could work the land together. Imagine it.â He kneaded her thighs, nibbled at her breasts through cotton. âMake a good future. Feet up on the porch in the evenings. Maybe have kids.â
âThe farmâs Jodyâs when Pa dies.â
âMe and you, Mary.â His hands hitched her skirt, his body rocked, rubbing hard against hers. Mary felt herself drowning, losing herself in a wealth of feeling. Trembling, she pulled back. âStop, Dell.â
Elbows locked, he looked down at her.
âDell?â His eyes didnât quite meet hers. Bewildered, she called softly, âDell?â
He was staring through her, his fingers digging into her arms. âNobodyâs going to marry Jody. Nobody. What woman would want a one-legged man? A cripple. Your Pa and me, weâve already agreed.â
âWhatâd you agree?â
âYou and me, Mary. Our kids will inherit the farm.â
The ground was hard. Beneath the blankets and straw, stones scratched at her back. Mary stared at the knotty wood, the frayed clothes hanging neatly on nails. The half-filled hayloft, crisscrossing beams scabbed with dung. Dellâs face was ugly. There wasnât any magic.
âI have things to do.â
âNo, you donât, Mary.â
âI have to get breakfast. Go to work.â
âNo breakfast. No working in town. Iâll take care of you.â
âLiar.â She struggled to get up. âYou donât care about me. All you want is the farm.â
âMary. Sweet Mary.â Dellâs torso collapsed, his arms pinioned hers, his mouth touched her ear.
âLet me go, Dell.â
âIâm a desperate man, Mary. Donât you know that?â
She didnât know anything about him. Not even his last name. Or where heâd come from. Dellâs weight was suffocating. She couldnâtmove. This was her luck, her punishment for thinking a man might really want her.
âStay with me today. Forget about work.â
âPaâs counting on the money.â
He squeezed her buttocks. âYou like taking fat men up two floors? Having them watch your backside? Thinking youâre loose?â
Dell was becoming aroused. âYou take niggers up too, donât you, Mary? No decent woman would risk