moved closer to comfort her, but as I took the first step, I noticed that my ballet shoes didnât feel right. I looked down and realised I had another problem. If she saw me now, my life wouldnât be worth living.
How could I hide a pair of dirty football boots? I had to get out of here and change, or I could kiss my football dream goodbye. I slowly turned to leave but â¦
âWhoâs there?â Luckily she didnât look up.
âHi, Mama, itâs me. Are you okay?â I asked hesitantly as I turned back. I was stuck a few metres away from her, hoping desperately that she wouldnât look at me.
âUm, yes thanks,â she mumbled. She took a deep breath and I could see her trying to pull herself together, sniffling and blowing her nose.
I wanted to hug her and find out what was going on but it was too risky.
âWell, if you say so. Iâm just going to jump into the shower.â I tried to make a quick, casual exit.
âLucia, wait â¦â She buried her face in her hands. âItâs about your nanna in Australia. Sheâs been in a car accident and sheâs in hospital in a serious condition.â Mama started sobbing again.
âOh no,â I screamed. I was so shocked I just wanted to run away from the horrible news. I fled up to my bathroom, trying to hold back my tears. I couldnât bear the thought of Nanna Betty being in hospital. Sheâd come to mean a lot to me, especially since Nonno Dino passed away.
Nanna and I spoke on the phone nearly every week, since we hardly ever saw each other face to face. Mama had managed to fly my grandparents over to Italy for surprise visits and to give them a break from their grocery store in Sydney. But I still never saw them often enough. It was more difficult for us to travel to Sydney because Mama didnât like to leave Papa behind, and he couldnât get any time off during the football season. Even in the off-season he had commitments with the club. But heâd been promising that this year heâd find some time off for a trip to Australia. It was just as well. It sounded like my grandparents needed us more than ever.
We left for Sydney the next morning on Papaâs private jet. He couldnât come with us, as he had to play a fixture that weekend and had other sponsorship commitments he couldnât get out of. So at such short notice, Mama and I had to leave without him â and without poor little Gigi. It was all such a rush, I didnât even get a chance to say goodbye to my friends, not even Pino. Iâd just have to call him when we landed. I was going to miss kicking the ball around with him and the boys in the park, but right now Nanna was my priority.
When we arrived, Sydney was wet and miserable ⦠yuck. I was expecting it to be sunny and warm but it was grey and dull, reflecting my mood, and the drive from the airport took us through heavy traffic into a bustling modern city. The people walking along the streets were dressed in extremely casual clothes, even thongs. I never saw that in Milan. Itâd been so long since I was here that I really didnât remember Sydney at all. I was just a toddler when I was last here with Mama for a brief visit.
We finally got to Nanna and Grandpaâs shop in Kings Cross. It was set in a wide, tree-lined street with a mixture of large Victorian terrace houses and modern flats. Grandpaâs store was small, yet full of the largest and brightest fruit and vegetables I have ever seen gleaming from the front window. The driver opened the door and in an instant I was swept up in a huge, welcoming hug.
âLucia, look at you! Iâm so happy you came.â
âDad, how are you?â wept Mama, grasping his hand and reaching for a tissue.
âIâm holding up, and much better now that youâre here.â
âHowâs Mum?â
âSheâs all right. I canât talk about it now.â A tear slipped