he sat down next to me, âitâs time to start taking piano lessons.â
âBut I donât want to play the piano,â I protested.
âWhy not?â
âBecause Rose plays the piano.â
And Rose plays the piano really well. She can play Mozart and Beethoven and even some songs you hear on the radio. Gardenia plays the flute, and when she plays, she sounds like a songbird.
âYouâll be great.â
âBut Rose said my fingers are too short and nubby.â
âShe was just teasing you. Your fingers are perfect,â said Dad as he tapped my hand with his. âAnd your sister plays so well because she takes lessons and practices. Like I always sayââ
âI know. I know,â I said. Iâd heard Dad say it a million times. âPractice makes perfect. But I still donât want to play the piano.â
âBean, itâs time to start taking music lessons, so itâs either the piano or another instrument, but you have to choose one ASAP.â
âFine,â I said. I crossed my arms.
âWhatâs going on with you, Bean?â Dad put his arm around my shoulder. âYou donât seem like your happy self.â
And I didnât feel like my happy self, either. I let out a loud sigh and dropped my head to the cool table.
âWhatâs up? You can talk to me.â
âCarla has a new best friend. I donât think Ms. Sullivan likes me, and now I have to play an instrument.â Tears started filling up my eyes. âThird grade is terrible.â
Dad snuggled me in close to him. âItâs just the first day of school. And you know what? Music always makes me feel better when I am feeling blue.â
I hoped he was right, but for now my mind was spinning with Carla and Ms. Sullivan and musical instruments. It all made me feel dizzy and sick, so I went outside to get some fresh air.
Rose and her friend Gina were playing hopscotch on the driveway. Theyâd drawn the squares with pretty pink and purple chalk.
âCan I play?â I called out.
âWeâve already started, Bean. Sorry,â Rose said as she threw the stone to the number 6 and hopped, jumped, hopped, jumped all the way to it.
Gardenia burst out of the door and shoved right past me. I glared at her as she joined Rose and Ginaâwho immediately let her play with them. I decided I didnât even want to play with my stupid-head sisters anyway.
Chapter 4
One Is Silver and the Otherâs Gold
Y ouâve got mail, the computer said.
I clicked on the mailbox and yes! There was an email from Tanya.
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To:
[email protected] From:
[email protected] Subject: Re: Hows it goin?
Hey Bean,
Miss u 2. Sorry u had a bad day. Mine was great. My teacher is so nice. GTG cause my friend Donna is over.
TTYL!
T
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Tanya had a friend to play with and I was all alone.
I heard Mom come in the back door.
âHey, honey,â said Dad.
âIâm exhausted.â Mom sighed.
âGo relax. Iâll get started on dinner.â
âOh, itâs okay,â she said. âI know you have lessons tonight. Iâm on dinner.â
âThanks. Iâll put the water on to boil for the spaghetti while you change.â
Mom came into the living room and took off her jacket. She was wearing blue scrubs, which kinda look like pajamas. She wears them every day to work at the hospital. They look so comfy, and she is so lucky that she never has to worry about what to wear or if itâs gonna match.
âHey, there, Bean. What are you doing?â asked Mom.
âJust checking my email.â
âHow was the first day?â she said, spinning my chair around.
I couldnât even get a word out before my eyes filled up and I started to cry. I fell into Momâs arms, and she held me tight.
âThird grade is terrible. I hate it and Iâm never going back.â
âHow come? What happened?â Mom led me to the