baby collar jingled on my wrist and I caught Lanie glaring.
âWhatâd you do to your foot, Liv-long-and-prosper?â Natasha asked. It was one of her goofy nicknames for me that made me uneasy when I was a little kid and made me giggle now.
âI broke my mug and stepped on it.â I picked at the bagel. I really wanted yogurt, but there was nothing to drink it out of.
âYour mud mug?â She gave me a quick glance. I think the look there was called sympathy. âIâm sorry, hon.â
âIt was stupid.â I shrugged. âI shouldnât have been climbing on the chair, but also the whistle shouldnât have blown.â
âYeah, that was weird, huh?â Natasha agreed. âSomebody must have been fooling around at the old factory.â
Eyes roved around the tableâmine, Lanieâs, my parentsââeveryone but Natashaâs. Hers stayed cluelessly on her book, just above her bagel.
âYou mean youâyou heard that?â I asked faintlywhen it appeared the rest of my family was not going to ask.
âYeah, it was weird. It sounded just like it used to back at the Sun House. It was like old times.â She smiled quickly up at the table, then looked up again at length when she realized we were all still staring at her.
âWhat?â she asked with something funny in her voice that I thought might be called guilt. âLivvie always says she misses the Sun House. Why canât I?â
âI guess there really was a whistle,â Simon breathed to Karen.
I felt something bubble up in my stomach too suddenly for me to put a name to it. My hands clenched up and I wrinkled my forehead. âHow come you believe it when Tash says it? I told you I heard it, but just because Lanie didnâtââ
âThatâs because they know Iâm sensible,â Lanie said in what she pretended was a helpful voice. âYouâre fanciful. Thatâs something different. It means you might be making up a whistle, but
I
would tell the truth.â
I slapped my bagel back down on my plate, making Natashaâs fork jump out of the cream cheese tub and clatter on the table. âI always tell the truth! And Tash heard it, too, so whoâs the liar now, huh?You must have heard it! You share a room with Tash and she heard it!â
âThe only thing I heard was you banging and hollering in the middle of the night when Bentley and I needed our sleep!â
âYou and stupid Bentley!â I stood up and slammed my chair back so hard it hit the counter. Bentleyâs cage rocked dangerously. âWhy donât you just go marry him?â
âOlivia!â My father fixed me with a stare that made my insides feel like I had swallowed something slimy. âHave a seat, young lady.â
âButââ I stomped and pointed at Lanie. She stomped back and crossed her arms over her chest, turning her back squarely to me. Usually Lanie proclaimed herself too old for such behavior, but I seemed uniquely able to bring it out in her.
My father held up his hand to silence both of us, then turned to Lanie. âMelanie, please stop picking at your sister.â
âBut sheââ She pointed back at me.
Natasha grabbed Lanieâs pointing finger and folded it back to her side, under the table so Karen and Simon couldnât see. âHoney,â she said to me calmly while Lanie struggled to get free. âWhat time did you hear that whistle?â
âPrecisely nine-fifteen,â I said in kind of a small voice. With Natashaâs calm gaze on me, I remembered how important it was now not to have outbursts. I was forever remembering things too late.
âWell, thatâs funny, âcause I was asleep,â Natasha said. âBut I definitely heard it.â
Lanie yanked her hand away with a huff, but she didnât point or say anything else. This, coupled with Natashaâs words, finally made it