crackled around him and the heat where his fingers loosely held hers. She could send him away with no more than a shake of her headâ¦or she could pull him inside and close the door.
Sending him away would be the smart choice, of course.
But in all her thirty years no one had ever described her as the smart sister.
Barely breathing, she watched him watch her. He hadnât taken so much as a step over the threshold, and she knew he wouldnât unless she gave him an invitation. Did she have the courage to offer that invitation?
Did she have the strength to hold it inside?
She didnât know how long they stood thereâone minute or tenâbut the sound of familiar voices in the parking lot below signaled that time had run out. Her sisters, mother and stepfather were back from the party, and while Doris Ireneâs room was on the ground floor, Bailey and Kylie were sharing a room down the hall and around the corner.
Send him away or let him stay?
She wanted to do the first. She needed the last.
Tightening her fingers around his, she took a step backward, then another. While her family said their good-nights downstairs, she drew Brady into the room and closed, then locked the door.
As heâd done the first timeâwhat sheâd thought would be the last timeâhe turned off the lights, then pulled her close. She thought of her smart, talented, capable sisters kissing their mother good-night, then coming arm-in-arm up the stairs, far too good and moral to indulge in anything so tawdry as a one- or two-night stand.
Then Brady kissed her as if she mattered, and she stopped thinking.
He aroused her expertly, stroked her, caressed her. Though she wore nothing but a simple satin shift, he took his sweet time removing it, exploring, touching, tormenting every inch of her. When she was naked and weak, when the need for him throbbed throughout her body, he clamped his mouth to hers and kissed her onto the bed before pulling away.
Her entire body was vibrating, thrumming with need. In the inky darkness, she heard his boots hit the floor, followed by the soft whoosh of his shirt falling and the rasp of his zipper. She raised up on one arm, but it was too dark to see. She could hear, thoughâharsh breathing, strong hands crinkling plastic as he tore open the condom wrapper. She could smell the clean, fresh scent of him as he came nearer, the faint hint of beer, the fainter essence of pure, base lust. She felt the mattress give under his weight, then the warm, satiny skin when she slid her hands to his shoulders.
Just as heâd done the other time, he grasped both of her hands in his, pinned them at her sides, then lowered his head to kiss her. Forgetting that she wanted to protest, she greedily welcomed his tongue, then, with a swallowed gasp, welcomed him into her bodyâevery hot, silky, hard-as-rock inch of him.
For a moment he was content merely to be inside her, and she was content to feel him there again. He didnât move, but held himself rigid, letting her body adjust to his. She sighed deepin her throat at the pure simple pleasure of it. For this brief time, she felt connected. Wanted. Even needed.
And that was all she wantedâall sheâd ever wanted. Tonight the feelings didnât even have to be real as long as she could believe in them for the moment.
âYouâre a beautiful woman, Hallie,â he said, his voice little more than a growl that vibrated all the way through her. Then he began moving, slowly taking long, deep strokes, pulling out, filling her again. At the same time he lowered his head to nuzzle her breast.
She tried to free her hands, but his grip was too strong. âPlease,â she began, then caught her breath in a low groan as he sucked hard at her nipple. âIâI wantâ¦â
He increased his pace, thrusting into her faster, harder, deeper, and continued to kiss and torment her breasts. She was starting to see stars, quickly