be talking?â
âHow do you know?â
âI donât know my own son?â
âYouâre saying he was too obedient to run away?â I thought of adding, âEver heard of puberty?â
âDjango was waiting in the car,â he said, as if summoning every part of his will to remain calm. âWhen I came out of the pawn shop, the car was gone. You think Iâm lying?â
âI donât know you.â
Emphatic nods from Mr. Szabo. âOr my son. Just like the other vulture, Mr. McEachern, you donât care. Youâre here for your chance to pick the bones.â
âI donât work like McEachern,â I said.
But he was on a roll now. âYou smell blood in the water. You say you can help; only you need money first. You take the money and you ask questions. You get things wrong, you donât listen. Then you donât find him and you say, sorry, I have other ideas but they cost more money.â
He paused and lit an American cigarette. It smelled harsh and good in the morning air.
âDo you know what I do for a living, Mr. Drayton?â
I shook my head.
âI buy and sell. Gold, electronics, bicycles, anything. I buy for cheap, fix and clean, sell for more. I support my family on this. You think thatâs easy?â
âCouldnât be,â I said.
âDamn right. I pay attention and I have an eye for scams. I know the difference between gold and gold-plated, between an American Stratocaster and a Korean. Iâve seen every fraud. I even pulled off some, when I was younger.â He sucked on his smoke and stared at me through a yellow cloud. âBut I never made money off a missing child.â
âYour mindâs made up,â I said. The cigarette smoke had awakened old urges. I downed the cold dregs of my drink and placed the cup in the ashtray.
âYou people exploit grief for money. You sell false hope. I canât believe I let Mr. McEachern convince me to trust him. You people are all smiles while the wallet is full.â
âIâve heard about enough,â I said. âI didnât take your kid and Iâm not after your fortune. If you manage to swallow that wad of self-righteous bile lodged in your throat, you can find me in the corner office on Beckett and Hastings. Mira Das with the VPD will vouch for me.â
I took out one of my business cards and tried to hand it to him. He made no move to take it. I set it on the edge of the ashtray. The card gave my address and company name in bold, and in cursive the motto Last of the Independents . Katherine had insisted the old cards looked too plain. Szabo stared down at the card but didnât move.
Before I left I added, âWhether I hear from you or not, I hope you find your son.â
I crossed the street, leaving him there, feeling bad about letting down the Pastor, but not that bad. There was nothing else to be done. Clifford Szabo needed angelic intervention, not a PI.
I nstead of going to the office I went home. Self-employment has its privileges. I made a chicken sandwich and sat on the back porch, eating and reading and every so often tossing a grey tennis ball across the overgrown yard. My dog limped after the ball and dutifully retrieved it, less enthusiastic about the game than I was.
It had been two weeks since the diagnosis. Cancer of the lymph nodes. Before that sheâd had laboured breathing and the odd rectal discharge. Physically, she looked deflated, as if someone had let a third of the air out of her. I had a talk with a very nice vet who recommended treatment to postpone the end. I said of course, how much? She quoted me a figure in the mid four digits. I told her I was twenty grand in debt already and was there any other option? She told me Iâd have two months at best and that some time before that, âWhen you think itâs right,â I should make another, final appointment.
The dog had flawless bowel control