Lara and the City of Angels Read Online Free

and a wealthy trophy wife he had no intention of letting go anytime soon.
    She stood and walked up the stairs to the designated room she would share with Shane that night. She didn’t want anyone to see the tears as they fell from her eyes. Sure, her expensive waterproof mascara would hold up under scrutiny but she wondered why her husband couldn’t ever express that kind of happiness or joy for her.
    All the men desired Bijoux—this was true—but Sean’s reaction went beyond the usual.
    Shane walked in several minutes later and sat next to Lara on the bed. He slipped an arm around her shoulders but it was more friendly than sexual. “Are you okay?”
    Lara looked towards him and smiled. He had the most gorgeous blue eyes and they were full of untold sympathy for her. “I’m fine. I guess I am just a bit…I don’t know…well, I leave for Louisiana tomorrow and I’m not sure what’s going on with me as far as my emotions are concerned.”
    “I’m not talking about tonight. I’ve been observing you for a while—I know you participate in these parties but your heart never seems to be in them. You’re not doing this because Sean wants you to, are you? We are all adults here and we should never be beholden to anyone. I would never make Nina do this if she didn’t want to—”
    “Shane, I am fine. This is something I want to do and it has nothing to do with Sean. He couldn’t make me do anything—I am my own person and I make my own decisions, believe me.”
    “I didn’t just fall off the banana boat, Lara. We formed this group because we wanted to be free to explore other lovers but with the full knowledge of our spouses. This is supposed to strengthen your marriage, not weaken it. We are all under the assumption that two people aren’t meant to be together forever sexually yet we are dedicated emotionally to our spouses.”
    “I understand that and believe me our marriage is fine.”
    “You were very upset about Sean and if you don’t want to do anything tonight but talk, that’s fine.”
    “Nonsense!” Lara stood and peeled her lavender slip dress down to reveal bare breasts and thigh highs. She never wore panties or a bra to these occasions as it seemed like a waste of time.
    Shane grabbed her arms and sat her down on the bed in a gentle manner. “I’m serious, Lara. What’s going on? I would like to think we are friends. This isn’t just about sex you know—it’s also about forming a connection and an emotional bond with another without harming our predominant relationships.”
    “Does this…what we do…are you still sexually attracted to Nina?”
    “Of course I find my wife attractive. It is even more of turn on knowing other men and women find her attractive too. We still have a very active sex life but we also realize we like to sleep with other people. This is a safe environment to do it in without feeling like we are ‘cheating’,” he explained.
    “But aren’t we still cheating on our spouses? Does it really matter if we do it here in this house or if I just sleep with a man I find attractive?”
    “There’s a difference, sweetheart. Sean knows you are here with me just like you know he’s with Bijoux. There isn’t any deceit involved with what we do. If you slept with some random guy then you have broken your vows as you haven’t been honest with him and that would hurt him more than you know. He loves you very much, Lara. This, I do know for certain.”
    She found it ridiculous to cry while wearing only a pair of thigh highs therefore she avoided it. Instead, she reached over and kissed his lips. He responded and her hands snaked through his dark hair with wild abandon as their tongues met one another’s.
    Perhaps this is what she needed—guilt free sex with a man who would eat her out and fuck her six ways to Sunday until she came and came again. Her thoughts of her husband quickly faded as Shane’s fingers began to work their magic on her clit and she surrendered