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guarantee that she would
feel like it was an excuse. I refused to do to her what he did to my mother so
instead of so called cheating, I just kept things open with us and as stupid as
it sounded it made perfect sense to me. I'm sure Kya thought I just couldn't
settle down and she was partially right but honestly I just didn't want to
break her the way Johnny broke my mother. What I do know is
that I had hurt Ky more than enough by making promises that I couldn't or
rather didn't try hard enough to keep but lately the more girls that I was with
the more I realized that they weren’t Ky.
    Most of them were
so desperate. They would literally throw themselves at me just because I was an
athlete which was funny to me because I rarely ever claimed any of them. I
didn’t have to put any effort into finding girls to kick it with because the approached
me and aggressively like there was a role reversal going on. They were always
calling, texting, showing up at my dorm, buying me things and for what?
Bragging rights I guess because relationships were out of the question with me
and they didn’t seem to care. I can’t count the number of times that I had been
stuck in the middle of females hating on each other because I had been with one
or both of them. The most insane thing about it was that I could have sex with
just about any girl I wanted to and as arrogant as that sounded it was true but
I was starting to realize that wasn't enough anymore.
    That was the main
reason why I was keeping my distance from Tori. She was definitely just sex and
I was over it. I laughed every time Ky got mad and brought her up because Tori
was so far from being a threat to Ky that it was incredibly funny. In fact none
of the girls that I ever messed with were ever really a threat to Ky but she
never seemed to believe that. Honestly all she ever really had to do was
threaten to remove herself from my life, actually mean it and I would probably
act like I had some sense when it came to us.
    Tori on the other
hand was getting clingy, building something with us that wasn't there and would
never be there. A lot of it was my fault because I allowed her to mistake consistency
for a relationship so sadly I had to admit my role in her delusional state. It
was easier for me to let her believe that we were something that we weren’t
instead of just telling her that all she would ever be to me was just sex. I
wasn’t taking all the blame though because from day one I made it clear to her
that I didn’t do relationships. Well not
with her anyway . In fact I was straight up with her by telling her that I
wasn't the dating kind of guy and that she would have to take it or leave it
with how things were. The crazy thing about it though was in her mind that translated
to try harder .
    That was the
difference between guys and girls. Girls got emotionally connected too easily.
I just didn't have it in me to tell her that she would never be to me what Kya
was to me no matter how many times she opened her legs. I had kicked it with my
share of females but Ky was the only one I ever really dated and that wasn’t
about to change anytime soon. I wasn’t a total ass about it but I also wasn’t a
perfect gentleman either. If Tori was willing to take what I was offering then
that was on her not me. My philosophy with situations like that was to keep my
distance until they eventually gave up and moved on. I know that sounded harsh
but it was the truth and that’s just how it was with me when it came to stuff
like that. Why commit when you're not sure if you really can .
    I noticed my phone
lighting up so I slid my body from behind Ky, scooted to the foot of her bed
and stood up. When I picked up my phone I glanced over at her to make sure that
she was still asleep before I answered. I wasn’t really stressing though
because she could sleep through a small earth quake and wake up like nothing
had ever happened.
    “Sup?” I whispered.
It was Tamara calling me. A girl from
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