say.
âWhat is with you?â he asks. âIâm giving you some of my best jokes.â
âI guess Iâm not in a good mood.â
âYouâre telling me. â
I slow down and breathe in the ocean air and try to catch the mist on my tongue. I listen to the waves crash. A seagull swoops by.
Brendan stares at the beach. âWe should go swimming.â
I feel the rhythm of the waves. Iâd love to go swimming. âIf we had planned on coming here, I would have brought my suit.â
âWho needs a suit?â
I blush. He couldnât possibly mean go swimming in the nude. Could he? He gets off his bike, walks it down the ramp and across the sand. He leaves it resting on its side, its front wheel still spinning. He takes off his sneakers, socks, and T-shirt, runs into the water and jumps up as the waves crash against his chest. Heâs a lot more muscular than he used to be.
Last night Lynn e-mailed saying Brendan is not only cute, but also sexy. âDonât take offense,â she wrote, âbut I know about these things.â She had a boyfriend for three weeks, but I donât think that makes her an authority.
I guide my bike along the same path Brendan took and leave it next to his. I take off my shoes and socks. Maybe Iâll just put my feet in the water. I walk along the sand and my feet sink in. I step over shells and bits of seaweed. A woman is making a sand castle with her son and daughter. I canât wait to do that with Jason.
âHey, come on,â calls Brendan, waving to me.
âI canât swim in my clothes.â The beach is crowded with people sunning themselves, reading, or sleeping under umbrellas. Thereâs this mysterious woman dressed all in black who seems to be hiding behind her umbrella. Is she crying? I take a step closer, wishing I had my notebook with me.
Brendan grabs my arm and pulls me in. âDonât be a wimp. Your clothes will dry.â
âIâm not a wimp,â I say, but my voice is drowned out by a wave crashing over my head. Itâs cool and wonderful. A group of kids are body surfing. Brendan swims out a bit to where itâs not so crowded, and I follow.
âWhat were you doing back there?â he asks.
âWatching someone,â I say.
âYou watch too much. You should do more.â
We float on our backs, gazing at the clouds. This is so peaceful. I look at Brendan. Heâs staring at me. I look at the clouds again.
He splashes water at me. âIâve just decided that Iâm not helping our mothers with the fair this year.â
Lucky him.
âAnd how about you?â
I swish the water around. âI donât have a choice.â
âEveryone has a choice. Stand up to your mother. Just say no. Do you want to spend the rest of the summer selling raffle tickets and handing out flyers?â
I shake my head. âAbsolutely not.â
âThen do something about it. If you say no and I say no, then weâll have strength in numbers. Itâs the only way. Be strong. Say no to selling raffle tickets.â
âIâll try,â I say.
âTry very hard. Isnât there something else youâd rather be doing?â
âYes,â I say. âBut Mom wonât let me do it.â
âWhat is it?â he asks.
âEntering the teen writing contest.â I sigh. âI know Iâd win.â
âThen you have to enter,â he says. âDonât let her stop you.â
âWhat good will it do? Once Mom sees my name, sheâll disqualify me.â
âItâs simple,â he says. âUse a different name.â
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Brendan leaves to meet his friend Steve. But I canât get his idea out of my head. Itâs so bold, so exciting, so Antonia DeMarco. I pass the arcade, the ball fields, and the old men playing bocci ball. What if I win? Would Mom be fired as president of the