door. She made up a food basket for you and Emmie.â He took the carpetbag from her hand and opened the bedroom door. âWhen you drive out, coast down the hill and donât put your lights on till you get to the main road. Donât stop till youâre far away from here. When you get where youâre going, call Bill Yates and let him know how you are. Heâll get a message to me. Can you remember to do that, Nealy? Jesus, I wish it didnât have to be like this. Make sure you remember to call now.â
âIâll remember, Pyne. But I donât know where Iâm going. Where should I go, Pyne?â
âHead for Lexington, Kentucky. Stop at the first breeding farm you come to. Theyâll take you in. Youâre good with horses, better than Rhy or I will ever be. Hell, youâre better with them than Pa is. Thatâs why he worked you so hard. He knew how good you were. You have grit, Nealy. Use it now.â
âGood-bye, Pyne. And thanks . . . for everything,â Nealy said, her voice ringing with tears.
âGo on, git now before Pa comes back from the barn,â Pyne said gruffly. Then he did something that she would remember forever. He bent over and kissed Emmie on the cheek. âYou take care of your mama, little one.â He pressed a bright, shiny penny into her hand. Emmie looked at it and smiled.
Nealy held Emmie close as she negotiated the front stairs. âPyne?â
âYeah?â
âEmmie is not a half-wit.â
âI know that, Nealy. Hurry up now.â
Perspiration dotted Nealyâs face and neck as she quietly opened the front door and headed for the truck parked in the gravel drive. After settling Emmie into a nest of blankets on the passenger side, Nealy climbed in and adjusted the seat. She saw Pyne toss her carpetbag into the back with some buckets and a shovel. Then she put the key in the ignition, but didnât turn it. The fact that she didnât have a driverâs license suddenly occurred to her. Sheâd driven on the ranch and a few country roads, but sheâd never driven on a major highway. If the state police caught her, would they send her back? Would her father tell them she stole the truck? Tessie would say she was borrowing trouble with such thoughts, and since she had all the trouble she could handle at the moment, she concentrated on the problem at hand, steering the coasting truck.
Nealy was almost to the main road when she stopped the truck to take one last look at the only home sheâd ever known. SunStar Farms. Her shoulders slumped. Would she ever see SunStarâs lush grassy pastures again? Or its miles of white board fence? Or April Fantasy, the stallion sheâd raised and trained herself? Something told her sheâd miss pasture grass, fencing, and a horse more than her own father and brothers.
Hot tears burned her eyes as she climbed out of the truck. She reached in the back for one of the empty oat buckets and the shovel. Moving off to the side of the road, she sank the shovel deep into the rain-softened ground, then filled the bucket with rich, dark soil. SunStar soil. That much she could take with her. She lugged the bucket back to the truck and hefted it into the truck bed. Her chest screamed with pain as she clamped a bigger bucket over the top to secure the dirt.
Gasping for breath, she leaned against the back fender and stared into the darkness. âThey may think theyâre rid of me, but they arenât. Iâll come back someday, and when I do, things will be different.â
Nealy drove for hours, her body alternating between burning up and freezing. She stopped once to fill a cup with milk for Emmie and once to get gas. She took Emmie into the bathroom with her, careful to keep the wool cap pulled low over her face just in case anyone was looking for them. Satisfied that they had not attracted any attention, she climbed back into the truck. She gave Emmie some baby