the first one and the second one shortly thereafter. The owner was beside himself. A mass of drinks were had at Kluden. He wanted everything in Olsvigâs studio, all that came from Olsvigâs fingers was pure gold, at least for a while. Until it stopped.
B o left a coffee cup and a stain. Vita notices of course. She notices everything, but acts like itâs nothing. Right there, thatâs where she entered. Wait, didnât she just wander in through the wall?
âWhy didnât you use the door?â I ask.
Obviously, sheâs not going to answer. Sheâd rather talk about something else. Thatâs unusual. She wants to talk about âsex . . . you know exactly what I mean,â she says. âYou head to the sack as soon as you meet someone. Do you even think about anything else?â
âWhat do you mean by sex? He was just sweet,â I say. âI didnât do anything. Whereâs all this coming from?â
âWho isnât sweet?â she asks. âWho isnât sweet and lovely in your eyes? Who isnât so unbelievably wonderful that you just canât help ripping their clothes off? And you know exactly what I mean.â
âThatâs the way people meet,â I say. âTo claim otherwise is wrong. First thereâs sex, the naked and the raw. And everything else comes after that. Besides, he knows heâs sexy.â
âOh right, youâre so smart. So in touch with yourself,â she says.
âCould be. But do you really have to spit like that?â
âHey, I thought you liked secretions.â
âI donât get you.â
âObviously, he knows heâs sexy,â she says. âHe has you right where he wants you. As usual, you think youâre in complete control. But you donât control anything. Youâre so transparent. So is he, of course. I give it two days before youâre swapping spit.â
âNothing happens. Sometimes it just up and happens,â I say.
âDonât go thinking that youâre the only person capable of being attracted to someone else. Actually, weâre all capable. But that doesnât mean that we just run around and do it with anyone. We stop ourselves before it comes to sex.â
She walks through the wall.
âThatâs pretty smart,â she says, looking down at herself.
âSmart.â
Three
A ne came all the way out here while I snoozed, right through the door, no slipping through the wall like Vita. Her timing isnât the best, I was in the middle of a party at some other allotment society, VÃ¥ren, I think it was. Bo was also there, in shorts. His legs stuck out the bottom with crinkly hair and large, well-trimmed hooves. He was confiding something and was leaning over me with his entire weight when Ane came bursting in with the baby in a sling on her chest.
âHow wild, Justine. You got a haircut. It looks wild. Why did you do it?â
I shake my hair.
âWell, itâs weird. But somehow it fits you.â She unfastens the child and puts him in the stroller. âI just came by to see if you had enough room.â Her gaze sweeps the space, moving from paintings to work table. âYou can stay here as long as you want.â In one smooth motion sheâs at the table, rummage, rummage. âSo, is there anything new on the fire?â She flips papers, takes something out, covers it up, rolls it all together.
âDo you need the studio?â I ask.
âNo, not at all. Iâve already told you that.â
She gives me a look that implies both consideration and vexation.
âHow are you doing?â
She turns her back to me and tries stuffing the roll into a cardboard tube, but itâs too loose and bursts apart.
I make for the elsewhere of the kitchen and wait a bit before returning.
Sheâs finished packing. The baby is awake and the pacifier slides wetly in and out of his mouth.
âI finally got