hairs.
âNow gently grab the tail.â
I did.
âNow give it a little tug.â
I froze.
âJust a little tug,â he insisted. âThen you wonât have to do any more and Iâll tell Dad you conquered your fear.â
I took a deep breath and yanked the tail as though I were pulling a bell rope. The horse kicked me so viciously in the thigh that I skipped across the ground, staggered up the dirt path, and collapsed sideways into the bushes. The horse galloped off as I reached up with my free arm and jerked the shirt over my head.
Pete was laughing so hard he had dropped onto his knees. When he saw me staring at him, he stood up and backed away.
âIâll kill you! Iâll murder you!â I shouted. âNo, I wonât murder you. Iâll drown you! Iâll make you go deep-sea diving without a hose. Youâll do more than face your fear. Youâll face your Maker!â
âI was just trying to help,â he cried. âYou faced your fear and you survived. It wasnât that bad.â
I may have survived, but my fear had multiplied. I
untangled myself from the bush and put all my weight on my leg. It held. It wasnât broken, but it throbbed. I undid my belt and dropped my pants. There was a red horseshoe-shaped bruise glowing on my swollen thigh. I could even see where the nail heads had made little circles on my skin. The horse had branded me. It owned me. I pulled my pants up.
âYouâre dead,â I said, and began to limp up the path. âJust return the horse to the stable before I drown you.â
I needed to lie down.
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Pete didnât wait for me to drown him. After I rested my leg, I put on my bathing suit and went down to the pool. He was in the shallow end with a Styrofoam bubble strapped to his back and little plastic water wings on his arms. He couldnât sink if I sat on him.
âHey,â I said. âYouâre doing great.â
He turned and smiled up at me. âThanks,â he sputtered and thrashed his arms around. âI was so afraid youâd drown me I started without you.â
Dad was right. Fear of one thing can really get a person to face the fear of another thing altogether.
I stepped into the water and waded over to him. âOkay,â I instructed. âIâll hold you up as you swim from side to side. But first you have to take off the water wings.â
âI keep the bubble on,â he insisted.
âOkay.â
âSorry about the horse,â he said. âI was just doing my best.â
âYouâll notice,â I said, âthat I am not asking you to practice in the deep end. What you did to me was like pushing a
blind man into traffic so he could get over his fear of cars. Now letâs go.â
I held him under the belly as he began to swim the crawl with his legs kicking and his arms flailing. Then I unsnapped the clip on his bubble and stepped away.
âExcuse me,â I shouted above his splashing. âI forgot to tell you a story of dread. Once upon a time there was a demented older brother with a horseshoe branded on his leg â¦â
He finally noticed he was alone. âHelp,â he gurgled.
âYou need help holding your breath?â I asked, and pushed him under. I counted to three, then hauled him up.
âHelp!â
âWho is the boss?â I asked.
âYou are.â
âWho is the master?â
âYou are.â
I led him over to the edge. âTomorrow Iâll teach you the fine points of swimming,â I said.
He grabbed the edge of the pool and held on. Now he had plenty of dread.
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When we sat down to dinner, everyone seemed to be smiling except for me.
âWell,â Dad started. âI didnât tell you this last night. I didnât want to jinx myself by talking about it. But I was afraid that my bid on a hotel renovation might not be accepted. I thought I had bid too high. And without