computer-graphics place, the lawn sign says, between two ranch houses and which the vanâs parked near, cars have stopped at both ends of the street, driverâs got the door open and is getting into the van and he rams into it from the street, is thrown forward but head doesnât hit anything and windshield doesnât crack and he flops back into his seat, driverâs thrown down on the seat or floor somewhere or is looking for something there, âGun, get him before he gets it,â he thinks and jumps out of the car and runs around the van, driverâs on his back on the seat with his eyes closed and opens them on him and he thinks âThe kidâs bat, left it where?â and pulls the driver out by his legs, driver shoots his hand back to protect his head but it bumps on the sidewalk and the driver yells âOh shitâ and looks in great pain, he gets down and grabs the driverâs head, hands flinch from the blood in back of it but he says âNo, fuck it,â and grabs it again and hard and driver screams and he says âYou remember me, right?â and the driver says âHey, wha?â his eyes rolling and he says âHey, hey, you remember me, donât you?â and the driver says âHey, Iâm hurt, donât, no more,â and he says âBut you remember me, you and your pal do, or he did, right?âopen my window, roll it down, stick a gun in my face, aim it in back, shoot who the hell you want to, me and one of my dead little kiddies, right, right?â and the driver says âWhat? I swear. What pal? I havenât got one. I didnât do anything. What do you mean?â and he says âOn the Interstate hereâwhite minivanâdonât you remember me bumping it?âwhereâs your mustache and fedora?â and the driver says âWhat fedora? Fedora, whatâs that?â and he says âThis fedora, this fedora, my daughter,â and bangs the driverâs head against the car several times and people yell âStopâ¦Donâtâ¦Enoughâ¦Someone!â and he lifts the head high and bangs it against the ground and again and hands grab him from behind and he tries shaking them off while banging the head and someone gets him in a neck lock and yanks him back while he drags the driverâs head with him till someone pries his fingers off one by one and he lets go with the last fingers and someone catches the driverâs head just before it hits the ground and they still pull him back and he says âAll right, okay, Iâve stopped, youâve stopped me, Iâll be good now and stick around for the police,â and they let him go and he sits a few feet away on the curb and wipes the blood off him on his pants and shirt and just looks down at his feet.
âJesus, did you do them,â a man says, crouching beside him, âwhat was it, like you said?â and he nods and the man says âOne in the streetâs dead, I donât know if you know, fucking face crushed, and otherâsââ and he says âDidnât mean to run over his face, in fact I intendedââ and the man says âWell, your aim was bad, but the other looks almost finished tooâcops and medics are on the way,â and he says âThey deserved it, hope the alive one dies,â and the man says âListen, for some advice, donât go blabbing that, say it was self-defense, defense,â and he says âIt wasnât and at this point Iâm not going to start bullshitting,â and the man says âThen say nothing, put your hands over your face like youâre sad, look disturbed, even, and wait for your lawyer or one given you but donât sell yourself away and ten more years for it,â and he says âIâll answer what they ask and if they donât buy it, fine, Iâll swing,â and the man says âThatâs what you think now, but Iâve been