now; you know, heâs polite to Mummy when we meet in hotels and places: helps her off with her coat and things like that. I go and staywith him sometimes and he gives me the most wonderful presents: this butterfly brooch for instance.â
âHow lovely.â He fingered it.
âYou see the eyes?â she asked.
âYes.â
âThose are real rubies.â
âI say!â
They turned a corner.
âOoh!â she said. âLook! The lake and the swan, no
two
, just as you said. I do love it when things come true donât you?â
âYes.â
They quickened their pace so that very soon they were trotting without realising it.
âWhen I was young you know, nearly everything used to come true; but now, even though Iâm not awfully old Iâm beginning to be surprised when they do. Enid, thatâs Mummy, says that when Iâm older nothing will ever come true at all, and that when I come out Iâm to be sure to have as much fun asââ
â
Please
!â he said.
âWhat?â
âPlease donât talk about that any more.â
âWhy ever not?â
âI donât know; it just makes me feel uncomfortable. I mean we might as well still be up at the tennis courts, mightnât we?â
She was crestfallen. âIâm sorry! Somehow when Iâm with you I canât help saying the things Iâm actually thinking about, and I suppose I think an awful lot about Enid and my father, even though I donât really want to think about them.â
â
I
know; I do that too. I keep on wanting and not wanting to think about next term; and today, well I jolly well
wonât
. You do the same. Just think about today, about the lake and the swans and the cakes we ateâthings like that.â
âAll right.â She looked at him carefully. âIâll tell you what! If you promise to be happy about next term, Iâll writeto you every week and whatâs more Iâll never even mention you-know-what however much I want to.â
âOh no, you mustnât do that; letters are different, and if you are thinking about something you must write it so that I can answer, and then it really will be as though we were talking to each other.â
âBut it
wonât
,â she was laughing, âbecause you wonât
let
me talk about it.â
He was bewildered for a moment and could think of no reply.
âDonât frown,â she said. âIt makes you look old.
I
understand; you mean that because we wonât be together we can afford to be nearer, more real to each other.â
âYes thatâs it. You
are
clever!â
âNo Iâm not really; itâs only that I think Iâm a little older than you in some waysâgirls are you know.â
They had reached the edge of the lake now: an almost perfect circle with a sagging boat-house on the far side, it lay under the throng of the tall trees in all the stillness and heat of late afternoon. Only a narrow path fringed with rushes and reeds separated its margins from the boles of the trees so that their origins, grey as the legs of elephants, were reflected upon its surface where each vagary of their branches, each fan of their foliage, was darkly contained within its circumference.
Only at the centre where the tops of the trees, blemished with the black nests of the rookery, ended evenly in an enclosed smaller circle was there a glimpse of the high blue medallion of the sky. The rest, the large periphery, was a closer greener forest strewn over with the white heads of water-lilies and swaying slightly from the movements of the two swans by the farther bank.
From the water rose the thin reedy smell of river-mud and water-plants. Here and there âwater-boatmenâ jerked over the reflections, while every now and again a black bubble rose from the depths and broke softly on the surface.
âIsnât it wonderful?â she