his flashing smiles and her heart dived annoyingly downwards. âYes.â Casually he reached across the desk, curling his long fingers around one of the mugs.
Brought to herself, Louise asked hastily, âMilk? Sugar?â
âNo, thanks.â His mouse hand had stilled, and for the first time she sensed she had something like his full attention. She wasnât sure if this pleased or terrified her. âI have a lot of stuff in my workshop from when we upgraded the computers at the house. Some of itâs new, some secondhand but still better than you have here. If you like, Iâll check out whatâs there and see if I can build you a new computer.â
Her mouth fell open. âReally? But wouldnât I lose all my files? Iâve got bookings and accounts and the website stuffââ
âIt should transfer.â He took a mouthful of coffee and then another.
She drew in her breath. âBut even if you have the stuff, this would use up an awful lot of your timeârather more than twenty poundsâ worth!â
He shrugged. âTell your friends how helpful I was. Spread the word and pay me back in advertising.â
Iâd see him again. Heâd be here a lot, surely⦠She forced herself to drop the hand she was pressing to her chest as if smothering the galloping beats of her heart. Excitement warred with acute discomfort.
âOr dinner,â he said, and she stood abruptly, her face, her whole body flaming in anger she didnât even understand.
âLook!â she began, with no clear idea what sheâd say next. Fortunately, perhaps, the doorbell interrupted her, and she whisked herself out of the room.
It was Cerys, bright and happy as ever in her grungy clothes and bleached-blonde hair. âHi, Louise! Whatâs first? Just the usual?â
âYes, thanks. Iâll be going out, but Iâll come and speak to you first.â
As Cerys breezed into the living room to greet Louiseâs parents, Louise walked back down the hall to the office and stood in the doorway.
Thierry was screwing the side back onto her computer, his fingers deft and quick. Then he pushed the screwdriver into his back pocket and straightened to face her.
âYou want to pretend it didnât happen.â
Instinctively, Louise stepped into the room and closed the door. She didnât want Cerys or anyone else hearing this. Although as soon as she leaned back against the door, she realized horribly how it must look to him and actually held up one hand to ward him off.
âThat would be stupid,â she said. âBut we donât need to repeat it.â
His dark eyes searched her face. âDonât we? It was veryââ
âNo,â she interrupted. âWe donât! It was aâ¦an aberration, a moment of madness I canât afford in my life.â
âI see.â His eyelids swept down like hoods, long, black lashes fanning out against pale cheeks. Prison palourâ¦
Ridiculously, it crossed her mind that sheâd hurt him. Deep down, she knew she had no power to do that, and yet she couldnât help trying to make it better. âI donât do things like that. It isnât who I am!â
His heavy eyelids lifted once more. âIt must be,â he said with devastating simplicity. He shrugged and turned away, grabbing up his coat and the battered canvas satchel heâd brought with him. âBut I make you uncomfortable. Iâm sorry.â
She stumbled out of his way, pulling open the door for him. But it was a small room. She barely had time to panic as he approached her and paused. She could feel the warmth emanating from his body. Worse, she could smell him, the scent of his skin, which had swamped her yesterday as he made amazing love to her. She swallowed convulsively.
His lips parted as if he was going to speak. Heâd kissed her when theyâd parted on the hill, when sheâd just begun to