funny.â
âIâm fine,â she said quickly. âFine.â Her voice sounded funny: tight and anxious.
âYou donât sound fine.â
âWell, I am.â She turned away from me. âDrop it, okay?â
I pulled back, feeling a bit hurt. âSorry.â
The door opened, and Mrs. Goldstein stepped back into the room. âIâll be taking the class for the remainder of the morning,â she said.
By lunchtime it was snowing and windy. You might think that arctic conditions would be a reason to stay indoors, but according to Mrs. Goldstein, twenty degrees below zero wasnât cold enough for that. Everyone was whispering to each other, buzzing with questions and gossip as we funneled down the hall. He was drunk , I heard someone whisper. Mrs. Goldstein was sniffing that puddle around his travel mug .
I could believe it. Actually, it would explain a lot. But I had something else to think about, something no one else had seen: the strange look on Victoriaâs face while it had all been happening.
I grabbed her elbow. âHey, come with me?â
âOkay.â She shrugged on her jacket, tugged a striped wool hat over her hair and followed me outside.
The air was basically vaporized ice. âThis is abusive,â I muttered, trying to take shallow breaths. âThe teachers all get to sit in the staff room. I swear, even my lungs are getting frostbite.â There was a sheltered alcove beside the stairs, and we huddled inside it, but even out of the wind it was bitterly cold. And of course, today had to be the day I forgot my gloves.
We tucked ourselves into the corner and sat down on a piece of cardboard. It did nothing to stop the cold ground from sucking every last bit of heat out of my body. I pulled my knees up to my chest. Now that I was sitting here with Victoria, it seemed a bit silly to think she somehow had something to do with what happened in class. I didnât know why sheâd had that weird look on her face, but probably sheâd just had a headache or something.
It hadnât looked like a headache though. It had looked like she was concentrating. Like she was doing something.
âBrrrr!â Victoria said, wrapping her arms around herself. âIt is soooo cold!â
âNo kidding.â I pushed my thoughts aside, looked at her and laughed. âBrrrrr!â I mimicked.
âWhatâs so funny?â
âI donât know. Brrrr. It sounded funny. Like something my mother would say.â
She laughed too. âBrrrr!â
It felt good to laugh with someone. Actually, it felt better than good. So probably I shouldnât wreck it by asking her if sheâd done something in class. Something impossible. Definitely I shouldnât. Sheâd think everyone was right about me. Crazy Cathidy Thilver.
But I couldnât get it out of my head.
âThat was pretty wild, huh?â I ventured. âMcMaran losing it like that?â
Victoriaâs forehead creased and she stared at the ground for a moment. âI hate bullies,â she said, so softly that I had to lean toward her to hear.
âYeah, sure. Me too.â I caught my breath. âVictoria?â
Her face was closed off, warning me not to pry. But I had to know. I gave her a challenging look. âSo?â
âSo what?â She didnât meet my eyes.
âVictoria! Come on. You can tell me.â I didnât want to say what I thoughtâit sounded too weirdâbut I was sure I was right.
âTell you what?â
I leaned toward her. âLook, I know this sounds crazy but, well, I saw you! Youâyou made it all happen somehow.â
Victoriaâs eyes suddenly filled with tears. She shook her head. âCassidy, donât say anymore, okay? Please? Just forget it.â
She wasnât denying it, and that was as good as admitting it, as far as I was concerned. âSo you did do it! I knew it! That is so