Monte, you donât need enemies.â
People around smiled sheepishly, the way people do in such a situation. I had asked for a Scotch on the rocks but I was ready to force my way out of the place without it.
âDonât run away, Monte. I want you to meet my friends. Any friend of Andyâs is a friend of mine, and thereâs no one here tonight but friends of Andy. Right? Right, Monte?â
I nodded. She put her arm around a slim, blond boy who could not have been more than twenty-three or twenty-four and who was dressed in a double-breasted mod suit of dark purple corduroy with brass buttons and skin-fit trousers. âThis is David Dorchester. You pronounce it Dorster, donât you, lovey?â
âOh, yes, yesâDorster.â
âHeâs just done the very best mod line in England and brought it over here. Heâs exploded into our stinking reality, havenât you, lovey?â
âOhâyes, quite.â
âFour pages in Harperâs Bazaar, and youâre a friend of Andyâsâarenât you, lovey?â
âI admire him, of course. Read him and all that. Never met him. I would love to, really.â
âSeeâhe would love to, Monte. Monte is his beloved friend.â
âHow did you get here?â I asked him, if only to say something.
âOh, Jerry, brought me,â he said, nodding at a small, fat man who stood beside him, nursing a drink and perspiring copiously. âJerryâs bought my line for America. Jerry has the mod field, and weâll all be frightfully rich out of it. That kind of opportunity in America. The old country is very stodgy, you know.â
Jerry smiled and oozed perspiration, and Liz asked him, âAnd how did you get here, Jerry? Friend of Andyâs?â
âAdmiration, dear lady.â He took out a handkerchief that was soaking wet and mopped his brow. âAdmirer. His publisher is my brother-in-law.â
I got my Scotch on the rocks and broke out of there, and pushed my way through to the terrace, where I stood and shivered. I have been married twenty-four years, if you are curious. No children. I stood and shivered and drank the Scotch. Joe Jacobs joined me there.
âIsnât this one hell of a party,â he said. âYou know, part of the cost ought to go on my swindle sheet. I will get three columns out of this and a couple of nights off the prowl. God bless you, Monte.â
âIâm just a guestâsame as you.â
âSure, sureâlisten, Monte.â He consulted his little notebook. âAndy and the governor. Governor: âWhat are you writing now, Andy?â Andy: âNothing.â (I imagine he hates that question. Itâs a stupid question, and I guess every writer hates it.) Governor: âWellâI mean what are you planning?â Andy:âNothing. I donât plan writing. You donât plan an act of creation. It explodes inside of you and burns your gut until you rid yourself of it.â Governor: âI never experienced quite that.â Andy: âYouâre rich. You have lots of things. Why the hell should you want creation? Itâs pain. People donât search for pain. Theyâre burdened with it.â How about that, Monte?â
âI donât know. I canât say that I really know what heâs talking about.â
âAndy?â
âAndyâyes.â
âYouâre a little fuzzy now.â
âIâve had one or two.â
âSure. Anyway, thank Andy, God bless him. I will try to quote him correctly. Tell him that. When I misquote him, he wants to tear me apart.â
âIâll tell him that.â
My glass was empty, and I fought my way back to the bar. Liz was not there; neither was the blond boy with the mod suit. I didnât see either of them again that night, and I hoped that the kid would please her and not turn out to be the way he looked.
8
At half past four in