lips.
“Please,
it’s working,” I pleaded as I undid the button of his jeans.
He
relented and undid my jeans. He slid them off along with my panties. He
attempted to undo my shirt, but I didn’t want to wait. I pulled him over me and
lifted my hips. His hard cock filled me, and pleasure rushed over me. I
anticipated the feeling so much, and when it happened it was incredible.
We
moved together. My body felt like it was on fire. “Slow down baby,” he
whispered softly.
“I
don’t want to, I need this,” I whispered breathlessly. Pleasure was building.
It felt so incredible. My nails dug into the soft flesh of his back. The scent
of blood filled the air as my nails broke his skin. I cried out as a rush of
pleasure coursed through me.
He
cried out and I felt him release. My body completely relaxed as the euphoria
filled me. The hunger was gone. I hadn’t even thought about it the entire time.
All I could think about was how good he felt.
“This
is an avoidance mechanism. This is not how it is supposed to work. I will not
always be there to fuck you into control,” he growled as he got to his feet.
I
didn’t say anything. I knew he was right. He didn’t have to be so rude about
it. He dressed, but he refused to look at me. I didn’t understand why he was
treating me like this. I knew he was angry, but I didn’t understand how that
overrode his love for me.
“You
should go out with the others. Staying in your room isn’t the answer,” he said
curtly as he reached for the door handle.
“Why
are you so angry with me? I thought we loved each other?” I said confused.
He
hesitated, but he didn’t look at me. “I loved Lillian Rayne the hunter, not the
vampire,” he said softly then walked out closing the door behind me.
His
words hurt. I felt like he ripped my heart out. I stood and dressed. I was
shaking with anger. I had to leave. I had to run. He just told me he didn’t
love me because of what I was. The thought made me sick. All I could hear over
and over again was ‘he doesn’t love me’ and it was driving me insane.
I
walked back to the bar. The crowd had thinned out because it was early morning.
I walked toward the door.
“Aubrey
said you couldn’t leave,” Justin said from behind me.
I
turned and glared at him. “Are you going to tell?”
He
raised his hands in surrender. “I’m not going to say anything.”
I
turned and walked out. I didn’t want to fight with him. I wanted to leave. I
walked down the alley quickly. Drunk club goers were spilling out onto the
street as the clubs began to close. I could smell them, all of them.
I
walked quickly down the sidewalk. My car wasn’t far. I made it to my car
without incident. I got in and started it. I sped off in the directions of the
warehouse. I didn’t know where else to go. I knew Aubrey would be angry, but he
was already angry. He hated me.
I
pulled into the warehouse and turned my car off. There wasn’t much going on due
to the time. I just sat there trying to decide what my next move would be. I
kind of wondered if anyone here even wanted me around. They could all feel the
same way Aubrey did.
Colin
stepped out of the warehouse and walked toward his car. He hesitated when he
saw me. He changed direction and walked toward my car. I sighed and climbed out
of my car.
“I
thought you were on lock down,” he said watching me.
“I
was, but I couldn’t stay there any longer.” I didn’t want to elaborate. I
didn’t want to say out loud what Aubrey said. The memory alone hurt enough.
“Well
you can’t stay on the street. You can come home with me,” he said softly. He
obviously sensed I didn’t want to talk about it which was a relief.
“Or
she can come home with me, her maker,” Cornelius said appearing out of nowhere.
Colin
moved to stand between Cornelius and me. “Leave her alone. You might have made
her, but you don’t own her just like you don’t own me.”
Cornelius
smiled. “Lillian is