meaning so heâd volunteered for it. Heâd accomplished the job but heâd been injured badlyâit had been critical for a whileâand his cover had been blown. After heâd convalesced heâd done some office work and then theyâd put him out to pasture on early retirement. Eighteen months later heâd asked for reactivation but he was too old, they told him, too old and too hot. And in any case Cutter had taken his place and wasnât about to relinquish it. They didnât want any part of him. Theyâd offered him a sopâa time-filler desk over at NSA with a fair GS rank and salary, punching decodes through computers. A bloody file clerkâs job.
When the sun tipped over it got chilly and he left the islet. Snatches of things ran through his mind in a jumbled sort of order and he made a desultory game of tracing the pattern they made. They came without chronology from the retentive cells. The suicide note left by the screen actor George Sanders: âI am leaving because I am bored.â Fragmentarily a poem by Stephen Crane which he hadnât read since he was a sophomore; he was sure he didnât have it right: âA man said to the Universe, âSir, I exist!â âYes,â replied the Universe, âbut that fact does not create in me a sense of obligation.ââ At any rate something like that.⦠I wish to bring you back to life.⦠The resurrection of MilesKendig.⦠My dear Miles, Iâm offering to put you back in the game. Back into action. Isnât it what you want? The hunting way of life is the only one natural to man. I offer to return it to you .
Well it was something Yaskov didnât have it in his power to restore.
But it was the first time in months heâd felt things churning and he kept toying with them while he slouched up the rue Lecourbe toward Montparnasse. It was the first time his dialogue with himself hadnât taken the flavor of a talk with a stranger in the adjacent seat of an airliner: an exchange of meaningless monologues, half of them self-serving lies, the other half mechanical responses and none of it designed to be remembered beyond the debarkation ramp.
He ate something in a café and had two Remy Martins and walked all the way back to the hotel. There were no personal things in sight although he had resided in the suite for nearly two months; its occupant had kept himself hidden from it.
The telephone.
â Mâsieur âa gentleman wishes to see you.â
âWho is he?â
âI do not know, Mâsieur .â
âIâll be down. Ask him to wait.â He wasnât about to invite to his room any man who wouldnât give his name.
The rickety cage discharged him into the dusky lobby and he saw Glenn Follett in the reading chair in the alcove. Follett charged beaming to his feet, hearty ebullience filling his dewlapped Basset face. âHey old buddyâlong time no see, hey? How they hanging?â
It made Kendig wince. Follett pumped his hand enthusiastically and reared back: tipped his head to one side and tucked his jowly chin in, contriving to look affectionate and conspiratorial at once. âMy goodness you do look well.â He said it in the voice of a man telling a polite lie. âLife of luxury in retirement, hey?â
âWhat do you want, Glenn?â It was a question to which he already knew the answer because he didnât believe in the sort of coincidence that would drop Follett on his doorstep within hours of his meeting with Mikhail Yaskov. But he asked it anyway because it was the best way to shut off Follettâs backslapping spout of painful old-buddy pleasantries.
Follett waved his arms around. He was utterly incapable of talking without the accompaniment of vast gestures. âWhat do you say we have a drink or two?â
âIâve already had a drink. We can talk here.â
Follett shot a glance toward the