you’rescrewingup.Andcold.”
Realtalk.Tooreal.Andshedidn’tevenwanttothinkaboutwhathercollege therapistwouldhavesaidaboutallofthis.Abouthowfarshe’dfallenbackintoher terriblefamilydynamic.Howhercompulsiveneedtobeliked,hercodependentways, weremakingherrepeatuglypatternsfromherpast.
Buthey,atleastshenowknewhowbadthingswerethistime.Shewasn’trushing intothisinterviewblindly,hopingtobepaidinevenaspeckoflove.No,thistime aroundsheknewhowcompletelymessedupthesituationshe’dagreetoputherselfin was.Howlittleloveshe’deverreceivefroma
guywhoapparentlygothisjollieswatchingnakedgirlsdieonthevineduringhis
“interviews.”
Asitwas,thehawkbehindthedeskdidn’tacknowledgeheranswerofhisquestion.
Justsattheresilently,darkeyescompletelyunreadable.
Whichgaveherthoughtsplentyoftimetogointofree-fall.Sheshiftedhergazeto thelargewindowsandthedarkeningviewofOsakabeyond.
“Sorry.I’mjustreallyterribleatthis.CanI…”sheswallowed,hatinghowbadshe stillwasatbeingrejected,evenunderthesecircumstances.“CanIpleasegonow?”
Thistimeheresponded.Analmostimmediate,“ Hai ,youmaygo.”
Lillididn’twaittobetoldtwice.Shebeatitoutofthere.Relievedtobedonewith this,evenasherheartbeatwithfearforDoug.
ChapterFour
OKAY,she’djustbeeninterviewedandsummarilyrejectedbyNorioNakamura,notthe Japanesebillionaireshe’dbeenexpecting,butaJapanesebillionairenonetheless thankstohisholdingsinNakamuraWorldwide.HewasalsotheheadofRoTeku,the Osaka-basedroboticsdivisionofNakamuraWorldwideand,accordingtotheinternet, themanwhowouldmostlikelytobecometheentirecompany’snextdirectorifhe playedhiscardsright.She’dfiguredthatmuchoutbythetimeshereturnedtohernew
“apartment.”
Yetanotherfabricationsetupbythemysteriousvoice.
LillianaTuckersharedasmalltownhousewithherbrotherandnieceinToyonaka.
AnaGranger,however,hadrecentlymovedintoasharedflatneartheShigino StationintheJotoWard.ShelivedwithsevenotherforeignOsakaCharmgirls—allof whomwereblond.Nosurprisethere.
AfterherexperienceinthereceptionareafullofnudeAfrican-Americanblonds,Lilli wastrulybeginningtowonderifOsakaCharmonlyhiredblondexpats…andifthe voiceontheotherendofDoug’sphonehadanyideahowunsuitedforthisjobshewas.
Howcouldanyonebelievethebillionaire,whoturnedoutnottobeKazuoNakamura, buthisinsanelygood-lookingson,wouldwantsomeonelikeher?
Andbasedonwhat?Asingle,briefencounterinanightclubshe’dtriedtoquietly fishDougoutof?Speakingofwhich…
AssoonasLilliarrivedbackather“apartment,”shecalledherbrother.Dougmust havebeenwaitingforhercallbecausehepickedupafterthefirstdoublebeep.
“Howdiditgo?”hedemanded.
“Notgreat.I’mprettysureIdidn’tgetthejob.”
Dougcursedontheothersideoftheline.
“Itwasalongshotanyway,”shepointedout.“Therewerelikeathousand candidates.SomewhospokewaybetterJapanesethanme.”
“Yeah,Igetthat,”Douggrumbled.“It’sjustthattherewassomuchridingonthis.
AndIdon’tknowwhattotellRuby.ThiswasmylastshottostayhereinJapan.Now we’lldefinitelyhavetomovebacktotheStates.Awayfromhergymandcoaches.And evenifImanagetofindajob,there’snowayI’llbeabletoaffordthesamequalityof coachesshehashere.”
Lillisighed.SheknewhowmuchwasridingonthisforDoug,andforherniece who’dseeminglycomeoutthewombafully-fledgedgymnastwithdreamsof representingJapaninthe2020Olympics.Likesheagreed-to-a-naked-interview-with-a-Japanese-billionaireknewit.But…“It’snotlikeIwassentouttodosomethingtotally cool.Whoeverthatpersonis,theywantmetospyonthisguy.Andwehavenoidea whatthey’regoingtodowiththeinformation.”
Lillichoseherwordscarefully.She’dtoldDougtheinterviewwasforan administrativeposition,butofcoursethatwasalie.
Ifherbrotherknewshe’dagreedtoputherbodyonthelineinordertohelphim securethiscontract,heneverwouldhavelethergo.
Areyousureaboutthat? sheheardherformertherapistaskinsideherhead…before remindingLillishehadalonghistoryofsettingasideherownself-careinherquestto