gazed around and thought how much work must have gone into keeping this room perfect. How could one woman do it?
âItâs grand,â he told her, and took a mouthful of the truly excellent beef. âWonderful.â
âIâm pleased. If thereâs anything else...â
âThere isnât.â
âI donât know where the woman is. The lawyer said mid-afternoon...â
He still wasnât quite sure who the woman was. Details from the lawyers had been sparse, to say the least. âThe lawyer said youâd be expecting me mid-afternoon too,â he said mildly, attacking a bit more of his beef. Yeah, the epergne was off-puttingâwere they tigers?âbut this was excellent food. âThings happen.â
âWell,â the woman said with sudden asperity, âsheâs Fionaâs child. We could expect anything.â
âYou realise I donât know anything about her. I donât even know who Fiona is,â he told her and the housekeeper narrowed her eyes, as if asking, How could he not know? Her look said the whole world should know, and be shocked as well.
âFiona was Lord Conaillâs only child,â she said tersely. âHis Lady died in childbirth. Fiona was a daughter when he wanted a son, but he gave her whatever she wanted. This would have been a cold place for a child and you can forgive a lot through upbringing, but Fiona had her chances and she never took them. She ran with a wild lot and there was nothing she wanted more than to shock her father. And us... The way she treated the servants... Dirt, we were. She ran through her fatherâs money like it was water, entertaining her no-good friends, having parties, making this place a mess, but His Lordship would disappear to his club in Dublin rather than stop her. She was a spoiled child and then a selfish woman. There were one too many parties, though. She died of a drug overdose ten years ago, with only His Lordship to mourn her passing.â
âAnd her child?â
âLord Conaill would hardly talk of her,â she said primly. âFor his daughter to have a child out of wedlock... Eh, it must have hurt. Fiona threw it in his face over and over, but still he kept silent. But then he wouldnât talk about you either and you were his heir. Is there anything else youâll be needing?â
âNo, thank you,â Finn said. âAre you not eating?â
âIn the kitchen, My Lord,â she said primly. âItâs not my place to be eating here. Iâll be keeping another dinner hot for the woman, just in case, but if sheâs like her mother we may never hear.â
And she left him to his roast beef.
For a while the meal took his attentionâa man who normally cooked for himself was never one to be ignoring good foodâbut when it was finished he was left staring down the shining surface of the ostentatious table, at the pouncing tigers on the epergne, at his future.
What to do with this place?
Sell it? Why not?
The inheritance had come out of the blue. Selling it would mean he could buy the farms bordering his, and the country down south was richer than here. He was already successful but the input of this amount of money could make him one of the biggest primary producers in Ireland.
The prospect should make him feel on top of the world. Instead, he sat at the great, grand dining table and felt...empty. Weird.
He thought of Maeve and he wondered if this amount of money would have made a difference.
It wouldnât. He knew it now. His life had been one of loyaltyâeldest son of impoverished farmers, loyal to his parents, to his siblings, to his farm. And to Maeve.
Heâd spent twelve months realising loyalty was no basis for marriage.
He thought suddenly of the woman heâd pulled out of the bog. He hoped sheâd be safe and dry by now. He had a sudden vision of her, bathed and warmed, ensconced in a cosy pub by a fire,