A cluster of shoes already there, like grapes on a vine. Aleks smiles, turns and takes a gym bag from the top cupboard, well out of reach of little hands.
âCome on, Mila!â he yells.
âComing!â
He reaches for a pair of old boots, caked in clay and spattered with paint, and thinks for a second of all the brand-new sneakers in Solomonâs room. As he slips his boots on, he looks through the bedroom door athis wife Sonya, still asleep, her blonde hair halfway across her face. He tiptoes in, bends down to clear her face of hair, then kisses her forehead. She doesnât wake.
As he ties his laces in the doorway, his daughter appears at his shoulder with a mischievous grin. He wipes a smudge of Vegemite off her cheek then pinches it. She squeals when he tickles her and then bounds out the door ahead of him. âHurry up, Dad.â
âYou should eat
ajvar,
not that Vegemite crap,â he says half-heartedly.
He throws the gym bag into the back of his white Hilux with the cans of paint and rollers. Itâs suffocatingly hot inside the vehicle and the belt buckle burns his hand when he touches it. â
Pitchka ti mater
!â he swears, then immediately looks around to make sure Mila hasnât heard him. He picks up a stack of CDs, stops to look at the Souls of Mischief one but instead throws on a Tose Proeski album that his cousin Nicko burned for him. These are the rules he has made â Macedonian at home and in the car. Australia, the outside, takes care of teaching her English. He stops at a petrol station to fill up and chats about the World Cup with the owner, an enormous, shaved head Samoan man with big teeth. Aleks has always loved how Islanders can convey so much with a simple arch of the eyebrows. He speaks to the man in a soft, ingratiating voice and claps him tenderly on the shoulder. The man once tried to converse with Solomon in Samoan. Solomon looked like a child and couldnât answer the simplest questions; how impotent and ashamed he had seemed. Aleks heads back to the car, chewing a Mars Bar.
â
Tat
?â
â
Da
?â
âMumâs birthdayâs coming up.â
âI know, baby.â
âCan we go on a holiday? Pleeease?â
He turns his head and sees that her eyes are on him, an unnerving, mirror-like blue. She reminds him of his sister Jana. Aleks passes a hand through his sandy hair, winds down the window and drums his fingers on the side of the door. Sheâs right â the family needs a holiday. Soon. Somewhere tropical with long beaches and rosewater sunsets where Sonya can have some time to get better. Or maybe even back to Macedonia tosee the family. He knows itâs unrealistic, unless he can find a way to earn a lot of cash, quickly.
âMaybe we could go to Madagascar,â says Mila.
âWhatâs in Madagascar?â
âLemurs. Chameleons.â She says the words in English with a broad Aussie accent. Aleks smiles.
âYou know, you look like a little lemur. Whereâs ya tail?â
âDaaaaad!â
âAll right, all right, relax. Iâll see what I can do. Maybe we can build a raft outta coconuts to get there.â
âWould that even work?â
âWell, you wonât know until you try.â He winks.
âYouâre the best, Dad.â
âHey, you know the rules. Macedonian only in the car.â
â
Da
,
da
.â
A police car drives by and Aleks turns his cheek, his whole body tightening. Heâs driving on a suspended licence. Shouldnât have had that shot in the morning; in fact, he might still be a bit pissed from the night before. He has to be more careful, for his familyâs sake.
âWhatâs wrong, Dad?â Mila is cocking her head. Nothing escapes this one.
âNothing sweetheart. What are you studying at school today?â He ruffles her hair.
As she speaks about assignments and the upcoming swimming competition, he passes the