in her hair, breathing in her scent. His hands didnât go to her ass as they always did. They encircled her, lingering at the small of her back. âDo you think Iâm a hero?â he asked, pulling back so he could look into her eyes.
âThe papers say so.â
âThe papers donât know shit,â he said, breaking their embrace. He took off his jacket then and hung it on the back of the door. Ginny noticed for the first time that it was stained a deep red-brown on the sleeves and back. He unbuckled the shoulder holster and hung it too, the heavy Colt banging against the door. Mike shuffled to the bed and bounced on the edge, his legs seeming to give out. He started to take off his shoes, but couldnât seem to untie the laces, so Ginny took them off for him.
âIt was a damn bloodbath. One patrolman dead, two more wounded. Oneâs got a broken back. They donât know if heâll walk again.â
âDid you break his back?â Ginny asked.
âNo, of course not. A body came over the side. They were throwing it overboard. Landed right on us.â
Ginny nodded. âThe one who was killed, the other cop, what happened?â Mike told her about the shoot-out at the foâcâsle, that he should have gone first down the dark gangway.
âBut then youâd be dead,â Ginny said without inflection.
âI should be dead,â Mike answered. âI would be except for him. He wanted to go first. Said he knew those ships better than me.â
âDid he?â
âSure, I suppose. He was harbor policeâ¦â
âBut heroes go first?â
âYeah, damn it! They do,â Mike almost shouted, standing in his socks, his hands in fists at his side. âAnd Iâm no damn hero. Half the time I didnât know what the hell was going on. Fuckinâ papers can say what they want, but they donât know.â
Ginny walked over and sat down, patting the mattress for him to sit beside her.
âWho shot the man on the stairs?â she asked.
âMe, I guess. Didnât know what I was shooting at really. Too fast anâ too dark.â
âYou shot them. And the others?â
âThe Oysterman, Iâm sure,â Mike said, easing back on the bed, looking up at the ceiling as if the scenes were playing out up there. âRight in the eye. Smilinâ Jack too, but him Iâm not so sure. Maybe.â
âThey shot at you, right?â
âThey missed, yeah. Donât know how, but they missed.â
âYou didnât miss,â Ginny said, putting his feet in her lap. She massaged his toes and arches, kneading with practiced fingers.
âThatâs nice,â Mike said. He closed his eyes and breathed deep. âNice.â She didnât say anything more, just watched his face as his eyes fluttered. He was asleep in minutes. Ginny set his feet on the bed and lay down beside him. She pulled close, ignoring the dirt and blood on his clothes and the stink of sweat from the night before. She lay on her side so she could watch his face while he slept.
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Mike woke with a start, waking Ginny, too. âDamn. How longâve I been asleep?â
Ginny looked at the clock. âFour hours, more or less. You needed it. I could see right away.â
Mike grunted. âThatâs the first Iâve slept in near two days.â He sat up and rubbed his face, knuckling the sleep from his eyes. âAll the questions, reports ⦠everything. And the shoot-out playing over anâ over in my head like one of those picture shows.â He turned and kissed her cheek. âThanks. Howâd you do that, with the feet I mean? Like somebody switched off a light.â
Ginny smiled, half in remembrance. âMy mom used to do that for my father sometimes.â
Mike nodded. He ran a hand up her thigh, parting her robe and pulling her close. âYou never stop surprising